passion ...
passion. i used to have it a while ago but i think i've lost it. not for anything in particular but the culmination of goals that i want to achieve in life. there used to be a time where i strived to work hard, to learn as much as i can, and to be determined to meet and succeed in all the goals i've created for myself. now it seems like my passion is dissipating. it seems that i'm content with what who i am and what i have accomplished.
it's not a bad thing to think that though. in fact, overall, my life right now is pretty good. i have great friends, a steady job with room for growth, my health, and i still enjoy doing things that make me happy (like dancing). but i always want more. i know that i can be a better friend, dancer, worker, student, and individual if i put my mind to it. it's one of my goals to reach my true potential. but without passion, or the drive to fulfill my goals, i'm not going to get there. it's good that i enjoy my life right now. but i want more out of it. i can't remain at the status quo. i don't want to consider myself mediocre cause i know room for growth is there.
i'm not going to be able to meet my goals without passion. it's up to me to find it again. i hope i will sometime soon ...