nothing left here now but the recordings
This is J3rd here.
As requested in nick's post-death document that was presented to me at his funeral, I am to distribute the 'Suicide Press Release' as he refers to it.
"As many of you may have already been informed, I am [as far as I know] DEAD. Wading through the tides of nonexistance. nothingness tickles my unskin. my unlungs are filled with UN. I would hope, that there might be some speculation towards the nature and motivation surrounding my death. In public forums, or in the privacy of your home living units. Who knows? My UNEGO trembles with your concern's caress.
Was it the monotony of everyday life?
The cold grey tides of boredom rising ever higher each day?
The icey talons of the 9-5 / 5-9 slashing mercilessly?
A warped window view reveals Factory Assembled off-white boils. track marks dotting up the vains of suburbia. basketball hoop in every 3rd house. a tree in every other. SUVs. clocks. safe deposit boxes. pustulent sores of the human disease. infection.
No. this is the symptom. The Inflamation of a deeper disorder.
Was it the absolute meaninglessness of everything. NO. i enjoy that. STRENGTH THRU NOTHING as i say. NO Point. NO Future. NO Reason to expect anymore.
Was it the futility of every action in spite of this? No reason to dull your nails clawing tirelessly to escape the tiger pit. only to unearth more dirt upon yourself? NO. not even that.
!!NO!!!! let that be your cry.
Don't just say NO to drugs and violence.
drugs of love. of family. of friends. mind numbing chemicals. television.
violence. force and form of cops, commercials and the corporate state. buy this. buy that. if you don't like it, theres some more drugs for you to take. see above.
Buy American and supersize your NO.
JUST SAY NO TO EXISTANCE.
SO! This brings us to where i assume that i owe some form of explaination of my actions. Well, its a simple matter of conscience. Day IN/Day OUT its a constant reminder of the inhumanity and subhumanity of the so called human race. I attempted to juxtapose my ideology of death with my continued existance for much too long. Rationalizing it with "I can cause more damage to it all by continuing living and advocating the opposite, than would be acheived with simply ceasing to exist." BUT that causes people to question the credability of my stance. so decided I could have my cake and eat it too.
SO. I made the decision to kill myself. it may be and ending. but it can also be positive. I Dedicate my passing as a death-affirming praise of nonexistance. Its easy and its simple. no bills. no slow lines at speedway. No 1st-3rd degree burns from dealing with the HELL that is other people.
What good is a philosophy if it has no application?
nothing.
and nothingness is my ideology.
about time i stopped just preaching/breaching it and started practicing it.
and you only have to do it once.
TO reiterate everything i've said.
Life is pointless this we know and are fine with.
But Humanity is a virus with one simple solution.
DEATH.
Death as Activism.
DEATH AS POLITICAL PROTEST.
the world is unlivable.
life is unlivable.
simply stop living it.
worship the UN
accept UN into your hearts.
i did. and i unfeel i am a better unperson because of it.
so instead of shambling like prozac brained zombies. from point a--b. and sometimes to c when big brother says you can.
instead of grinning and bearing it all.
JUST SAY NO.
prevent rape.
cure the worst of STDS
and JUST SAY NO TO EVERYTHING!
-love,
Disembrainer."
he makes sense...
As requested in nick's post-death document that was presented to me at his funeral, I am to distribute the 'Suicide Press Release' as he refers to it.
"As many of you may have already been informed, I am [as far as I know] DEAD. Wading through the tides of nonexistance. nothingness tickles my unskin. my unlungs are filled with UN. I would hope, that there might be some speculation towards the nature and motivation surrounding my death. In public forums, or in the privacy of your home living units. Who knows? My UNEGO trembles with your concern's caress.
Was it the monotony of everyday life?
The cold grey tides of boredom rising ever higher each day?
The icey talons of the 9-5 / 5-9 slashing mercilessly?
A warped window view reveals Factory Assembled off-white boils. track marks dotting up the vains of suburbia. basketball hoop in every 3rd house. a tree in every other. SUVs. clocks. safe deposit boxes. pustulent sores of the human disease. infection.
No. this is the symptom. The Inflamation of a deeper disorder.
Was it the absolute meaninglessness of everything. NO. i enjoy that. STRENGTH THRU NOTHING as i say. NO Point. NO Future. NO Reason to expect anymore.
Was it the futility of every action in spite of this? No reason to dull your nails clawing tirelessly to escape the tiger pit. only to unearth more dirt upon yourself? NO. not even that.
!!NO!!!! let that be your cry.
Don't just say NO to drugs and violence.
drugs of love. of family. of friends. mind numbing chemicals. television.
violence. force and form of cops, commercials and the corporate state. buy this. buy that. if you don't like it, theres some more drugs for you to take. see above.
Buy American and supersize your NO.
JUST SAY NO TO EXISTANCE.
SO! This brings us to where i assume that i owe some form of explaination of my actions. Well, its a simple matter of conscience. Day IN/Day OUT its a constant reminder of the inhumanity and subhumanity of the so called human race. I attempted to juxtapose my ideology of death with my continued existance for much too long. Rationalizing it with "I can cause more damage to it all by continuing living and advocating the opposite, than would be acheived with simply ceasing to exist." BUT that causes people to question the credability of my stance. so decided I could have my cake and eat it too.
SO. I made the decision to kill myself. it may be and ending. but it can also be positive. I Dedicate my passing as a death-affirming praise of nonexistance. Its easy and its simple. no bills. no slow lines at speedway. No 1st-3rd degree burns from dealing with the HELL that is other people.
What good is a philosophy if it has no application?
nothing.
and nothingness is my ideology.
about time i stopped just preaching/breaching it and started practicing it.
and you only have to do it once.
TO reiterate everything i've said.
Life is pointless this we know and are fine with.
But Humanity is a virus with one simple solution.
DEATH.
Death as Activism.
DEATH AS POLITICAL PROTEST.
the world is unlivable.
life is unlivable.
simply stop living it.
worship the UN
accept UN into your hearts.
i did. and i unfeel i am a better unperson because of it.
so instead of shambling like prozac brained zombies. from point a--b. and sometimes to c when big brother says you can.
instead of grinning and bearing it all.
JUST SAY NO.
prevent rape.
cure the worst of STDS
and JUST SAY NO TO EVERYTHING!
-love,
Disembrainer."
he makes sense...