WHY MUST I ACT THE WAY I DO
I must ask the same as Chris. I want to know wat ppl think about me ....i wonder everyday but why should i ask only to be let down but who cares..LET ME know how you feel about me...and no Anonymous if you dont like me then let me know why.
I do not care wat ppl think about me aslong as its the truth...
Chris is the only one that knows a tiny bit about my childhood and how i had no friends talked to my self and created games and adventures by my self.
I would hide in my closet and wonder why ppl acted the why they did and why they said the things they did
I would find out later how stupid ppl really are and how I could do better then them in being a friend but i dont think i can meet that goal...
I act weird, strange or wat ever you want to call it becuz i have no communication skills wat so ever if you ever herd me tell a story or just talk for a long time then you might understand haha
I cannot go for long until i cut off and try to reword my self or make sure i have the right words or answer down
thats another thing ...i hate to be wrong you will always hear mayb, i dont know, im not sure, i think, but hardly ever hear yes or no
everytime i call someone i check the number twice fear of calling the wrong number
Some of you my think my violant thoughts are just for entertainment or to fit in
I really do hate ppl
some people enjoy flowers or ducks some ppl fill their house with pigs or chickens because that is wat they like but im a more blood and guts guy
why do i hate so many and care for so few?....i never thought about it but i can give you then answer as i typ because i can find my own answers inside me
i dont know how i do it ..i just think about it and there is the answer waiting to be said
it helps me and i always always finds the answer
so why do i hate some many ...
i felt rejected as a kid...i did not know if ppl really liked me so i wanted them to come to me ....but they didnt not..i felt that know one cared so why should i care ...
the ppl i call friend i care about.. i care more about them then i do my family \
why you ask? give me a second haha
becuz my mom my dad never really showd any real emotions with me they never told me "good job" or "that looks great" and in my family we never used the words LOVE i dont even think they knew wat the emotion was with friends i find something that i dont get from a family that fights screams and argues over wat i do and how i think
let me know how you feel about me cuz i know you forgot about doing it
I do not care wat ppl think about me aslong as its the truth...
Chris is the only one that knows a tiny bit about my childhood and how i had no friends talked to my self and created games and adventures by my self.
I would hide in my closet and wonder why ppl acted the why they did and why they said the things they did
I would find out later how stupid ppl really are and how I could do better then them in being a friend but i dont think i can meet that goal...
I act weird, strange or wat ever you want to call it becuz i have no communication skills wat so ever if you ever herd me tell a story or just talk for a long time then you might understand haha
I cannot go for long until i cut off and try to reword my self or make sure i have the right words or answer down
thats another thing ...i hate to be wrong you will always hear mayb, i dont know, im not sure, i think, but hardly ever hear yes or no
everytime i call someone i check the number twice fear of calling the wrong number
Some of you my think my violant thoughts are just for entertainment or to fit in
I really do hate ppl
some people enjoy flowers or ducks some ppl fill their house with pigs or chickens because that is wat they like but im a more blood and guts guy
why do i hate so many and care for so few?....i never thought about it but i can give you then answer as i typ because i can find my own answers inside me
i dont know how i do it ..i just think about it and there is the answer waiting to be said
it helps me and i always always finds the answer
so why do i hate some many ...
i felt rejected as a kid...i did not know if ppl really liked me so i wanted them to come to me ....but they didnt not..i felt that know one cared so why should i care ...
the ppl i call friend i care about.. i care more about them then i do my family \
why you ask? give me a second haha
becuz my mom my dad never really showd any real emotions with me they never told me "good job" or "that looks great" and in my family we never used the words LOVE i dont even think they knew wat the emotion was with friends i find something that i dont get from a family that fights screams and argues over wat i do and how i think
let me know how you feel about me cuz i know you forgot about doing it