Avolding it
Becky's dad came and picked her today which really sucked.I don't think they like me that much because of the past.I am changing though.I guess becky should tell them when we are going on walks or in this case to josh's house.She sugested it so I said"alright.".I didnt see a problem but i guess yeah her dad should have known just because she was talking to him on the tellyphone.oh well.nothing was going on so i dont see why they think that.i'm not just saying this just to be saying it i am dead serious.it seems like when me and becky go on walks at her house her dad thinks we're going to go smoke.he once said"oh it's light up time,huh?" that makes me feel weird.to go over to her house knowing her parents think that I smoke.i use to smoke(cigs).But I quit,becky started smoking before i did anyway.i use to hate cigs...then i started 'em...then i quit and now i hate them again.every time anybody lights one up i keep thinking about how bad it smells.i mean...what's the point?smoking cigs is stupid.I don't know...i just don't wanna get in anymore trouble.I just want want 2 be ok....becky and i are helping each other.she's trying to quit smoking.she's doing pretty good.hasnt smoked in almost a week...i think.
wish luck,
JeSs