let's just FUCK the world...TOGETHER!
ta da....it's me.the angel from your nightmare.....
i'm at the point right now to where I am about to say"fuck everything". I'm falling behind in my math class.I'm about to fall behind in my science class.that damn FCAT thing is coming up and i dont wanna fail....AGAIN!Mandy is doing a good job at fucking shit up.This band isn't going anywhere.i'm seriously at the point to where i just dont know if i care about...well...anything anymore.or anyone for the matter.i just wish i could leave this FUCKING CITY!I HATE IT HERE!the people suck.except a few.I really miss my old best friend LInda.To make things worse I saw Ian on Valentine's day.eww....ian is one of my ex boyfriends.i cant stand him.i cant wait till i turn 16.then i can drop out and saY FUCK SCKOOl!!!!!!!Then move to Tampa hopefully with some people and we can get a band going down there and i can get a job.ahhh what am i SAYINg?!I AM TALKING CRAZY AGAIN!that will never happen.so oh well.i will have to say that one good thing came outta this...my mom is actually siding with me for once. mandy has caused so much shit man!ever since she brought weed to my house that day and smoked it with my mom in the house my mom will barely let me go to the mall now!crazyness....
she said she'll let me go hang out late and all and i even said i would go get drug tested each week just to get some trust man....i hate being isolated.fuck everythinG!it all ends...
cryingshineyblood,
JeSs