Scream
Screaming emotion left undefined
Agonozing feeling confined
Lost in a misery I cannot understand
Why isn't my life going as I planned?
I try to help people I care about
But all they are left with is doubt
I try to show people that I care
But I'm just left with an empty stare
I wish I could do more then just say sorry
I wish I could do more then just worry
Am I that useless of a human being?
Someone free me from this feeling
Of being nothing to the world around me
Won't anyone out there hear my plea?
Or will I lay here in my regrets to death?
And utter my last Shallow breath
In which I will wisper all that I locked away
And all those people I lead astray
As I close my eyes this dark night
At least I don't have to pretend things are all right
Least this way the cycle of pain will stop
And to hell my soul will drop
Where it will burn with pain and agony
Fucked up in its own misery
Don't cry for someone so inconsequential
My life was after all so nonessential
To the people aroound me who tried to pretend
As if they really were my friend
But the mask you wear does not hide anything
And I ain't your foolish puppet tide to a string
So don't fuck with me at all today
I don't care anyway
People use me and I have used them too
Isn't this just a big fucking taboo?
Well it'll end tonight so who really cares
Leave what's mine to me and leave them for what's theres.
Agonozing feeling confined
Lost in a misery I cannot understand
Why isn't my life going as I planned?
I try to help people I care about
But all they are left with is doubt
I try to show people that I care
But I'm just left with an empty stare
I wish I could do more then just say sorry
I wish I could do more then just worry
Am I that useless of a human being?
Someone free me from this feeling
Of being nothing to the world around me
Won't anyone out there hear my plea?
Or will I lay here in my regrets to death?
And utter my last Shallow breath
In which I will wisper all that I locked away
And all those people I lead astray
As I close my eyes this dark night
At least I don't have to pretend things are all right
Least this way the cycle of pain will stop
And to hell my soul will drop
Where it will burn with pain and agony
Fucked up in its own misery
Don't cry for someone so inconsequential
My life was after all so nonessential
To the people aroound me who tried to pretend
As if they really were my friend
But the mask you wear does not hide anything
And I ain't your foolish puppet tide to a string
So don't fuck with me at all today
I don't care anyway
People use me and I have used them too
Isn't this just a big fucking taboo?
Well it'll end tonight so who really cares
Leave what's mine to me and leave them for what's theres.