Ponderings.
I am trying really hard to work on something special but it ain't happening today and I am not amused.
Therefore I ponder.
I am developing a love of shiny clothes PVC etc and as I am looking through some retailers I wonder if when the sizes are posted how much stretch there really is? Given that I will probably only be able to afford one thing in the next year or so I'd like a dress but I can't afford to get one custom.
Not that I have anywhere to actually wear some fancy shiny shit to but i'd like to have it anyway.
I wonder if whatever I get will look terrible unless I get some empire waist monstrosity. It's so rare to see photographs of anyone not pretty thin wearing these things it's hard to tell.
Also given my love of low backed things what about my boobs? Is PVC/shiny stuff hearty enough to hold up DD's?
I have no clue.
This is infuriating.
I am having this frustration with gothy/fetishy clothes in general. I hate the idea that to get something off of the shelf that will fit properly I will have to either buy one piece of an outfit every six goddamn months or tight lace and minimize my boobs. I don't have quite the sewing skills to make a lot of my own fancy shit just yet and I can't really afford to have other people make it.
Annoying.
Also annoying is knowing that even at my thinnest I had much of the same issues so being fat isn't the problem exactly.
Suggestions?
Continuing my whining.
Can I just say fuck this weather?
Also fuck fucking publishers everywhere for making all my homo/sex related books so fucking expensive.
However tomorrow new make up photo, I got my new camera a little figured out.
Okay done yammering. Brain is sucktastic.
Therefore I ponder.
I am developing a love of shiny clothes PVC etc and as I am looking through some retailers I wonder if when the sizes are posted how much stretch there really is? Given that I will probably only be able to afford one thing in the next year or so I'd like a dress but I can't afford to get one custom.
Not that I have anywhere to actually wear some fancy shiny shit to but i'd like to have it anyway.
I wonder if whatever I get will look terrible unless I get some empire waist monstrosity. It's so rare to see photographs of anyone not pretty thin wearing these things it's hard to tell.
Also given my love of low backed things what about my boobs? Is PVC/shiny stuff hearty enough to hold up DD's?
I have no clue.
This is infuriating.
I am having this frustration with gothy/fetishy clothes in general. I hate the idea that to get something off of the shelf that will fit properly I will have to either buy one piece of an outfit every six goddamn months or tight lace and minimize my boobs. I don't have quite the sewing skills to make a lot of my own fancy shit just yet and I can't really afford to have other people make it.
Annoying.
Also annoying is knowing that even at my thinnest I had much of the same issues so being fat isn't the problem exactly.
Suggestions?
Continuing my whining.
Can I just say fuck this weather?
Also fuck fucking publishers everywhere for making all my homo/sex related books so fucking expensive.
However tomorrow new make up photo, I got my new camera a little figured out.
Okay done yammering. Brain is sucktastic.