Eff the Mid-West
Had a great time in St. Louis with my friends. I miss my friends, all of you awesome people who live a thousand miles away. Effing the Mid-west. Effing being (for all intents & purposes) a million miles away. I mean, I know we stay in touch & talk & all that -- but it's not the same as spending a few hours with people you really like & get a long with & care about, with whom you feel nothing but comfort & contentment & pleasure at their company. & that list is very, very short here, & getting shorted by the year, I feel. Days like today are the ones that make me both happy & unhappy -- so happy to spend time with the people I love, & sooooooo unhappy to have them in such short supply here. & so unhappy about being/feeling unable to rectify the situation. There's a part of me that knows that in reality, moving to St. Louis won't really fix a damn thing, except I'll be slightly easier to get to. If anybody ever wanted to come out here, which people rarely do. :-) But yeah -- very good time today. Will give update on ex BS later -- need to sleep. Yeah, eff the Mid-West.