I mean yeah
So I saw lucy and she was fucking amazing. Like I wanna be her bff right now. haha, then she made me realize that I needed to go to the beach. So me and dani hit up the beach. A really good chunk of change but hell, I went to the beach. The deed is done. We got there and went down to the beach. The next morning we went to waffle crib and to the gas station. Then we tanned. Took a nap, went back down to the beach, then took a shower. Went to live bait, went to the Flora Bama for a drink and to the gas station for some cheap wine. Watch tv, past out. Then in the morning we packed and went back down to the beach. Yeah, that was the trip. I need to do that again, seriously liberating to be at the beach. Then I come back and hell breaks loose on my ass. I find out that amy is leaving, right after I come back. So once again we'll be back down to 3 managers. I got shit to do this summer, I'm on the verge of getting strung out on this job. It's like as soon as the job gets good, we have enough people...ttown gets fucked out. I don't think they understand that I'm not going to give 110% of me. I have so many things I wanna do, and not enough time to do it if the cheese wants me that much. I can't take amy's place, I'm not ready for all of that. Being a full time opener with one other one is hard enough. I've got to talk to the DM but he's got so many things going on. I'm supposed to go on a vacation in like two wks, I don't think he knows that. I dunno where I'm going even. But this job is stressing me the fuck out beyond recognition. I just don't even know what to do anymore....I just want to be back on the beach in the sand, in the fresh salt water with that beautiful sun and breeze maybe next time lucy with come with.