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sitting here, voices screaming..uncontrolable thoughs..love lost pain truth hurt death..the answer is no as it has always been..skeletons from the past come to haunt me..my lesson far from being learned..to help is to care..but to fall is to fail..and you failed..to pick up the pieces, the puzzle must be shattered..a terrifying death defying deed..one that few rarely care to embark on.. walls spin at me but the welling tears push them back..the anger so great but still knows to bend..for the consequences will be greater..so many stabs to the back..emotions..feeling..hearts all dulled..no more pain no more grief..i before e except after c..simplicity is an insationable craving that will never truly be fulfilled..you love me..you hate me..who tells the truth?..why must the mind games continue..fuck..and dont think you can escape either..you are the most dispicable person i have ever met..low..dirty trator..a stab in the back is nothing compared to the damage devlieved via fedex..fucker..but i cant hold it against you..hard as i try..i would do the same thing..your just better than me..always wanting whats not within a reach..the tainted love of fruits so sweet..but at the first bitter taste all is ignored..the ignorance is amusing..but stupid..able to predict..but did nothing to stop..played into your hand of cards perfectly..your downfall was my ascention..more stabs to the ego..to the back..to the heart..whatever..shit happened..now i deal with whats happening..