Oh what a night
O MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I met this chick tonight and she look like Jessica Alba..She does hey..I kid you not..I was like *drools*
Apart from the fact that I want to jump her bones...I actually spent the whole night talking tto her...Well I was not comfortable working last night coz my period was so fucking heavy that I feel uncomfortable and worry bout leaks all the fucking time...
So yea..I hang out with her (Skye) the whole night..Only to find out a lot of interesting stuff about her...WOW!!!! The best part is...she's from egypt and her family is muslim...so yea...she had to live a double life too...she understand what it feel like to lie and hide her real self from her family...
I laughed so hard when she look at me and said "Yea, I'm supposed to wear my headscarf right now"
Coz I'm exactly like that and I hugged her and say "OMG..do you know how hard is it to make ppl understand how it feel like..I mean you can relate..someone can actually relate to what I feel"
So yea..for the first time in ages I smile and grin like an idiot...its not a crush..but more of a Finally, someone knows what it feels like...
I love my friends but there are things that they just dont understand how I feel...and sometimes all I want is the connection of knowing how it feels like to be trapped in this fucking lies...
I gave her my number coz I would love to hang out with her and talk more...
So yea..tonight I made like what?? A measly $200??? Like fuck all....but I end up leaving the club with a smile on my face..thiking that finally...someone I can relate to..She have my number so if she's interested, she'll text me..the balls in her court..
But if she dont..I dont care coz for a moment, I got to talk to someone who feel the same pain and the difficulties I have to go through...
I met this chick tonight and she look like Jessica Alba..She does hey..I kid you not..I was like *drools*
Apart from the fact that I want to jump her bones...I actually spent the whole night talking tto her...Well I was not comfortable working last night coz my period was so fucking heavy that I feel uncomfortable and worry bout leaks all the fucking time...
So yea..I hang out with her (Skye) the whole night..Only to find out a lot of interesting stuff about her...WOW!!!! The best part is...she's from egypt and her family is muslim...so yea...she had to live a double life too...she understand what it feel like to lie and hide her real self from her family...
I laughed so hard when she look at me and said "Yea, I'm supposed to wear my headscarf right now"
Coz I'm exactly like that and I hugged her and say "OMG..do you know how hard is it to make ppl understand how it feel like..I mean you can relate..someone can actually relate to what I feel"
So yea..for the first time in ages I smile and grin like an idiot...its not a crush..but more of a Finally, someone knows what it feels like...
I love my friends but there are things that they just dont understand how I feel...and sometimes all I want is the connection of knowing how it feels like to be trapped in this fucking lies...
I gave her my number coz I would love to hang out with her and talk more...
So yea..tonight I made like what?? A measly $200??? Like fuck all....but I end up leaving the club with a smile on my face..thiking that finally...someone I can relate to..She have my number so if she's interested, she'll text me..the balls in her court..
But if she dont..I dont care coz for a moment, I got to talk to someone who feel the same pain and the difficulties I have to go through...