Oh not again
Wow...what a hard night at work..fucking crazy..overall i made shit all...
The luck of Friday the 13th was upon me...My car died..I had a hard night at work...Grrrr...to my car..as much as I love her...why Skye (the name of the car)...Why did you died one me Skye????
And to make things even worst....Caleb came to my work tonight....He is gorgeous but he was a bit drunk...I havent contact him for a long time mainly coz I was going through a hard time and was away...Plus I told him that I am not a person for guys to be in relationship with...
First time I met him, he said he has never been in love bla bla bla..And I believed him coz you can just tell...I mean he's a very good looking guy like really...So he's kind of a heartbreaker type of guys..We've been friends for a year now and I disappeared on him...
So tonight he rocked up...He was begging to pay me 50bucks for a dance coz he wanted to talk to me...I refused coz he seems upset and a bit drunk..Not going to risk it...And then finally, I took to him to a less crowded place coz I was worried bout him and I was there if he needed to talk...I didnt know that he was going to confess his feelings to me...Apparently he cant stop thinking about me and he didnt know why...And no, we have never sleep with each other...I was shocked to hear it..I didnt know what to say but I told him I was sorry I didnt feel that way towards him...
It's hard to see a friend cried in front of me saying he understood that there was no hope with me...I felt really bad...He's a good friend of mine and to see him shattered like that was unbearable....I promised him that I will meet up with him on Sunday to talk things through...You see, he dont want just a casual fun time..Which is not cool...coz right now, thats what I am all about...Well with guys only...How can I tell him that I am currently have other guys to play around with...And they understood the situation...
Arrrggghhhh....guys please dont fall for me coz I am really really damaged in that way....I feel like such a bitch...
But apart from that...I met a girl tonight...LOL...very cute...she's nothing compare to Alix but hey, Alix never did give me an answer when I asked her out twice..so I take it she's not interested...which is cool...I would love to have her as a friend...
Argh...I think I rant enought now...Time to sleep coz I have a busy day today...
The luck of Friday the 13th was upon me...My car died..I had a hard night at work...Grrrr...to my car..as much as I love her...why Skye (the name of the car)...Why did you died one me Skye????
And to make things even worst....Caleb came to my work tonight....He is gorgeous but he was a bit drunk...I havent contact him for a long time mainly coz I was going through a hard time and was away...Plus I told him that I am not a person for guys to be in relationship with...
First time I met him, he said he has never been in love bla bla bla..And I believed him coz you can just tell...I mean he's a very good looking guy like really...So he's kind of a heartbreaker type of guys..We've been friends for a year now and I disappeared on him...
So tonight he rocked up...He was begging to pay me 50bucks for a dance coz he wanted to talk to me...I refused coz he seems upset and a bit drunk..Not going to risk it...And then finally, I took to him to a less crowded place coz I was worried bout him and I was there if he needed to talk...I didnt know that he was going to confess his feelings to me...Apparently he cant stop thinking about me and he didnt know why...And no, we have never sleep with each other...I was shocked to hear it..I didnt know what to say but I told him I was sorry I didnt feel that way towards him...
It's hard to see a friend cried in front of me saying he understood that there was no hope with me...I felt really bad...He's a good friend of mine and to see him shattered like that was unbearable....I promised him that I will meet up with him on Sunday to talk things through...You see, he dont want just a casual fun time..Which is not cool...coz right now, thats what I am all about...Well with guys only...How can I tell him that I am currently have other guys to play around with...And they understood the situation...
Arrrggghhhh....guys please dont fall for me coz I am really really damaged in that way....I feel like such a bitch...
But apart from that...I met a girl tonight...LOL...very cute...she's nothing compare to Alix but hey, Alix never did give me an answer when I asked her out twice..so I take it she's not interested...which is cool...I would love to have her as a friend...
Argh...I think I rant enought now...Time to sleep coz I have a busy day today...