being all stupid-like
my mind is in a bit of a haze and i wish i knew what to do, but my thoughts are flooding my head and i just want it to go away.
seriously i've tried to be cool about the situation and actually i have taken it quite well, but i hate it when i get to my breaking point b/c all i really want is someone to care for and who cares in return. i am not talking about a family member or a friend, but someone who would be more intimate in another sense. i guess you could say i am longing for my soulmate or whatever bullshit you want to call it. all i have to say is that people suck and i want to mean it when i say "i really don't care," b/c unfortunately i do. i just need to remind myself that i do not need this extra appendage to survive, i've been alright so far, and i most certainly do not need or can afford for this stupid desire to interrupt what i am doing and must get done.
seriously i've tried to be cool about the situation and actually i have taken it quite well, but i hate it when i get to my breaking point b/c all i really want is someone to care for and who cares in return. i am not talking about a family member or a friend, but someone who would be more intimate in another sense. i guess you could say i am longing for my soulmate or whatever bullshit you want to call it. all i have to say is that people suck and i want to mean it when i say "i really don't care," b/c unfortunately i do. i just need to remind myself that i do not need this extra appendage to survive, i've been alright so far, and i most certainly do not need or can afford for this stupid desire to interrupt what i am doing and must get done.