finally
today i am in a good mood and i don't understand why. i should not analyze it and let it be, because i do not want to lose this feeling. i'm tired of being so frustrated, lonely and depressed. the amazing thing about this feeling is that nothing in particular triggered this emotion. usually there is some event or something or someone that will trigger this overall good feeling, but nothing that i can tell has caused this. and that is great, because it goes to show that i can be perfectly fine as long as i hold myself together. i just need to not be so careless with my self and let the pieces fall. okay i need to stop writing about it because i am analyzing it without even knowing it, lol.