The Hint Of These New Tears Are Sharp. I Try To Choke Them Back.
Well, I think that it has just hit me that my sister is not coming home. =( I can't believe how good we got along this summer. I had so much fun with her. My room is so quiet and I can actually listen to my music and I can find my things. HAHA Man, I wanna to to aTm sooooo bad. I need to start concentrating on my school work. All my friends away at college have been telling me how fun it is. It's making me sad. Anyways, no matter how much I try not to think about it this pep thing STILL sux. UGH I am miserable. Everytime I think about it I feel like crying. It's like no one even knows that I'm alive. Hmmmmmm In a way I really want this year to be over, but in another way I don't. Ah geeze. Everyone says it goes by fast though. Well this is kinda depressing. Until next time........