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Oh lol. Idk why i'm still using livejournal if idgi.
Okay, slowly lah horh, slowly.
Broken english ftw, and i seriously want to write a fic now.
Well , no inspiration. Re-edit.
Title : Tell me Goodbye
Pairing : GTOP
Genre : Angst, Romance
Length : One shot.
Rating : Uhhm, PG-13 ?
Disclaimer : I OWN THE PLOT OKAY. That's all.
He left, without any goodbyes.
It was still clearly written in his mind, that day. No matter how hard he tried to forget, tried to not think of it, it was always in his mind, that memory, replaying , again and again.
It only made his eyes wet and watery, and before he knew it, he would break down. It wasn't like anybody cared anyway.
Laying down in his bed, Jiyong smelled his scent, he didn't know if it was imaginary or not, since it had been two years ago. But he instantly broke down into tears. Just like that.
*flashback
Jiyong woke up with Seunghyun beside him. Yes, he was happy, but he couldn't help but feel that something was terribly wrong today. For one, Seunghyun wasn't awake yet. Normally he would be awake by now, staring at Jiyong's cute face while Jiyong slept.
Jiyong prodded Seunghyun and his eyes slowly opened. He let out a big yawn and stretched his arms, and stared at Jiyong with those sexy eyes of his.
"Hey babe." Seunghyun smirked at Jiyong. Jiyong smirked back and replied , "Hey sexy."
They both got out of bed and went to clean up for the morning. They weren't people with jobs that could sit around doing nothing, after all. Well, it would be great if there was such jobs.
As the day went on, Jiyong slowly forgot about that feeling he got this morning. But that feeling returned when he reached his apartment. Strangely, the door was slightly ajar. And when he looked inside, Seunghyun was sitting there with his head buried in his hands.
Jiyong sneaked up behind him stealthily and hugged him from the back.
Seunghyun looked up in surprise and the look of guilt, hurt and sadness was prominent in his eyes. "What's wrong?" Jiyong pouted and kissed his lips.
Seunghyun hugged Jiyong but didn't kiss back. A moment later they broke apart.
'J..Jiyong.. I have something to tell you..' Seunghyun whispered softly with his head down. His eyes told Jiyong everything, but just to confirm his suspicion he decided to play along.
"Hmm?" Jiyong murmured.
"I'm.. leaving.. for a business.."
"Yeah, sure, how long?"
"I.. don't know.. All they said was that I've been promoted to CEO for another branch in Australia.."
"Great! I can move there with you!"
"You.. you can't.."
"What? Why not?"
"You have a major business here and-" Suddenly Jiyong cut him off rudely.
"SO I CAN'T GO WITH YOU? JUST BECAUSE OF THAT? ARE YOU AN IDIOT ? CHOI SEUNGHYUN, SERIOUSLY!" Jiyong shouted at the top of his lungs and Seunghyun flinched.
Jiyong's facial expression then softened. " Sorry.. I didn't mean it that way.. I mean after all we've been through- the protest of our parents, the comments of the outside world.. everything.. You're going to break up with me ? Its been a long three years ... Tell me what you want from me.. Anything.. I don't want to leave you.. Is it my attitude, not enough sex or what? Tell me Seunghyun.. Tell me.."
At this time Seunghyun's eyes were brimming with tears, threatening to fall. He just stood up and ran out of the door, murmuring a 'sorry' that was just loud enough to be heard by Jiyong.
After that Jiyong just let go of the tears he held from the conversation.
*flashback end
Suddenly Jiyong's phone rang. He took a look at his phone's screen. 'No number'. He rubbed his tears away and sniffed, but there was no denying that he cried when he answered the phone.
"He..hello.. Jiyong?" The person on the other end began.
Jiyong's eyes widened. It was the voice that was ever so familiar even after two long years. Since he wanted to avoid HIM at all costs, he pressed the 'end call' button hastily but in his haste he pressed the loudspeaker button instead.
"Jiyong! Don't hang up! Please!" Seunghyun was practically screaming in the phone.
"I'm waiting." Jiyong said coldly and bitterly.
"..Can we talk face to face? I can go up your apartment."Seunghyun said with hesitation in his voice.
"Yeah.." Jiyong trailed off. Suddenly he perked up. What was he doing?! Letting his ex-lover of three years come up his apartment to talk? What was he thinking? What was Seunghyun doing here anyway?! Jiyong mentally slapped himself.
Moments later there was a soft knock on the door and Jiyong heard a 'click' from the door. That bastard Seunghyun. He let himself in.
Seunghyun came in the room and looked at Jiyong, then after realizing the pain he cause. Two years. Two years of pain he had cause Jiyong and himself.
"Jiyong.. Listen to me.." Seunghyun walked towards Jiyong as he said that and grabbed Jiyong's hand. Jiyong shook it off violently and looked away. His face was stained with tears and he didn't want Seunghyun to see him like this.
"Jiyong , I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry for all that i did, please forgive me.. I did this to lessen the pain when i moved away.. Please.. Forgive me.. These two years.. I was missing you.." Seunghyun explained desperately.
Jiyong got off the bed and kissed Seunghyun on the lips feverishly. A kiss filled with lust, loneliness and memories. Seunghyun deepened the kiss and tears trailed down his cheeks.
"I'm never going to leave you, Jiyong."
Jiyong slapped Seunghyun gently on the shoulder and with a smile he said sofly, " Yeah you better not. "
Somehow, Jiyong knows that Seunghyun is right. The two years had been too much, and he was never going to let go, again.
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As you can see i suck terribly.
Im such a pessimist.
Oh well.
Okay, slowly lah horh, slowly.
Broken english ftw, and i seriously want to write a fic now.
Well , no inspiration. Re-edit.
Title : Tell me Goodbye
Pairing : GTOP
Genre : Angst, Romance
Length : One shot.
Rating : Uhhm, PG-13 ?
Disclaimer : I OWN THE PLOT OKAY. That's all.
He left, without any goodbyes.
It was still clearly written in his mind, that day. No matter how hard he tried to forget, tried to not think of it, it was always in his mind, that memory, replaying , again and again.
It only made his eyes wet and watery, and before he knew it, he would break down. It wasn't like anybody cared anyway.
Laying down in his bed, Jiyong smelled his scent, he didn't know if it was imaginary or not, since it had been two years ago. But he instantly broke down into tears. Just like that.
*flashback
Jiyong woke up with Seunghyun beside him. Yes, he was happy, but he couldn't help but feel that something was terribly wrong today. For one, Seunghyun wasn't awake yet. Normally he would be awake by now, staring at Jiyong's cute face while Jiyong slept.
Jiyong prodded Seunghyun and his eyes slowly opened. He let out a big yawn and stretched his arms, and stared at Jiyong with those sexy eyes of his.
"Hey babe." Seunghyun smirked at Jiyong. Jiyong smirked back and replied , "Hey sexy."
They both got out of bed and went to clean up for the morning. They weren't people with jobs that could sit around doing nothing, after all. Well, it would be great if there was such jobs.
As the day went on, Jiyong slowly forgot about that feeling he got this morning. But that feeling returned when he reached his apartment. Strangely, the door was slightly ajar. And when he looked inside, Seunghyun was sitting there with his head buried in his hands.
Jiyong sneaked up behind him stealthily and hugged him from the back.
Seunghyun looked up in surprise and the look of guilt, hurt and sadness was prominent in his eyes. "What's wrong?" Jiyong pouted and kissed his lips.
Seunghyun hugged Jiyong but didn't kiss back. A moment later they broke apart.
'J..Jiyong.. I have something to tell you..' Seunghyun whispered softly with his head down. His eyes told Jiyong everything, but just to confirm his suspicion he decided to play along.
"Hmm?" Jiyong murmured.
"I'm.. leaving.. for a business.."
"Yeah, sure, how long?"
"I.. don't know.. All they said was that I've been promoted to CEO for another branch in Australia.."
"Great! I can move there with you!"
"You.. you can't.."
"What? Why not?"
"You have a major business here and-" Suddenly Jiyong cut him off rudely.
"SO I CAN'T GO WITH YOU? JUST BECAUSE OF THAT? ARE YOU AN IDIOT ? CHOI SEUNGHYUN, SERIOUSLY!" Jiyong shouted at the top of his lungs and Seunghyun flinched.
Jiyong's facial expression then softened. " Sorry.. I didn't mean it that way.. I mean after all we've been through- the protest of our parents, the comments of the outside world.. everything.. You're going to break up with me ? Its been a long three years ... Tell me what you want from me.. Anything.. I don't want to leave you.. Is it my attitude, not enough sex or what? Tell me Seunghyun.. Tell me.."
At this time Seunghyun's eyes were brimming with tears, threatening to fall. He just stood up and ran out of the door, murmuring a 'sorry' that was just loud enough to be heard by Jiyong.
After that Jiyong just let go of the tears he held from the conversation.
*flashback end
Suddenly Jiyong's phone rang. He took a look at his phone's screen. 'No number'. He rubbed his tears away and sniffed, but there was no denying that he cried when he answered the phone.
"He..hello.. Jiyong?" The person on the other end began.
Jiyong's eyes widened. It was the voice that was ever so familiar even after two long years. Since he wanted to avoid HIM at all costs, he pressed the 'end call' button hastily but in his haste he pressed the loudspeaker button instead.
"Jiyong! Don't hang up! Please!" Seunghyun was practically screaming in the phone.
"I'm waiting." Jiyong said coldly and bitterly.
"..Can we talk face to face? I can go up your apartment."Seunghyun said with hesitation in his voice.
"Yeah.." Jiyong trailed off. Suddenly he perked up. What was he doing?! Letting his ex-lover of three years come up his apartment to talk? What was he thinking? What was Seunghyun doing here anyway?! Jiyong mentally slapped himself.
Moments later there was a soft knock on the door and Jiyong heard a 'click' from the door. That bastard Seunghyun. He let himself in.
Seunghyun came in the room and looked at Jiyong, then after realizing the pain he cause. Two years. Two years of pain he had cause Jiyong and himself.
"Jiyong.. Listen to me.." Seunghyun walked towards Jiyong as he said that and grabbed Jiyong's hand. Jiyong shook it off violently and looked away. His face was stained with tears and he didn't want Seunghyun to see him like this.
"Jiyong , I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry for all that i did, please forgive me.. I did this to lessen the pain when i moved away.. Please.. Forgive me.. These two years.. I was missing you.." Seunghyun explained desperately.
Jiyong got off the bed and kissed Seunghyun on the lips feverishly. A kiss filled with lust, loneliness and memories. Seunghyun deepened the kiss and tears trailed down his cheeks.
"I'm never going to leave you, Jiyong."
Jiyong slapped Seunghyun gently on the shoulder and with a smile he said sofly, " Yeah you better not. "
Somehow, Jiyong knows that Seunghyun is right. The two years had been too much, and he was never going to let go, again.
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As you can see i suck terribly.
Im such a pessimist.
Oh well.