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So i'm back. No i'm not back. I just abandoned lj and ran to twitter cause i'm awesome like that. Okay so i'm fucking worried lah okay. I really need Jannell to fucking quit band because I wanna remain in tenor. I just adapted to the change of ligature thing and mouthpiece size, and its still so difficult for me to blow. I'm switching back and forth its damn retarded I swear. And then I might not be able to go to SYF. I FUCKING WANNA GO FOR SYF OKAY. I mean its for the points and all and I wanna get into a good JC and so on and forth and if I went for SYF i might just be able to get lesser points for the whole thing. I KNOW I AM JUST 13 I HAVE TO PLAN AHEAD OKAY. I wont aim too high for like TA or whatever but I wanna go TJC D: Then I just learned RC and MOF for baritone, now I'm changing to tenor! Then I might change back to bari when Abigail leaves! Okay that's not the thing i'm really worried about. And momo placed all the stress on Audrey ): Omg i rather not go SYF then stress people.
I know how mantoukemetyaosation is always against J and IPOFCC. Yes, being two faced. I'm truly aware about how they can act normally about the both of them and it scares me. If i'm gonna be with them for another 1-2years and they hate me in secret wtf am i gonna do. Righhhhhhhhht. JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME BURNNNN. So yeah its like gut feeling or something luh. This is really meh. Okay nevermind if they hate me they can hate me for all they want I'm such a damn loner anyway. And if they dont, thats good for me.
And Ms Martens refuse to sign my bursary, reason being my rcube record. SO WHAT IF I GOT A FAIR? HELLO I NV GET BAD OKAY. /dying i wont get 200bucks
And SS3, I wont be able to go, because I'm broke. YES SIMPLY BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY. So.. oh well.
I have a whole lot of other things on my mind but i really can't think right now.
I think I'm in love.
I know how mantoukemetyaosation is always against J and IPOFCC. Yes, being two faced. I'm truly aware about how they can act normally about the both of them and it scares me. If i'm gonna be with them for another 1-2years and they hate me in secret wtf am i gonna do. Righhhhhhhhht. JUST GONNA STAND THERE AND WATCH ME BURNNNN. So yeah its like gut feeling or something luh. This is really meh. Okay nevermind if they hate me they can hate me for all they want I'm such a damn loner anyway. And if they dont, thats good for me.
And Ms Martens refuse to sign my bursary, reason being my rcube record. SO WHAT IF I GOT A FAIR? HELLO I NV GET BAD OKAY. /dying i wont get 200bucks
And SS3, I wont be able to go, because I'm broke. YES SIMPLY BECAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY. So.. oh well.
I have a whole lot of other things on my mind but i really can't think right now.
I think I'm in love.