and i cant hide that i relied on you, like yellow does on blue
so im sitting here
and i should be in OC right now
but my stupidstupidstupid father fucked that one up for me
causing me to be very bored
giving me alot of time to think
im having a hard time figureing out what i want to do
and i feel like... im about to make the biggest mistake of my life
yet, apart of me wants to
and a part of me doesnt want to
im just SO confused
and i mean yeah, my friends have bene there for me
but im getting so much push and pull, i dont know who to listen to
what advice to take
how i should go about it
what i should say, how to act
im just so freaking confused
and i know, that only 2 things can happen as a reslut
either it will be a good thing and i wont regret it
OR
it will make a mess of everything, and ill regret it forever
its one of those things/times
where you wish you just knew
like, you wish something would happen to let you know the right thing to do
i just hope, i dont make the wrong choice
ahhh this sucks.
and i should be in OC right now
but my stupidstupidstupid father fucked that one up for me
causing me to be very bored
giving me alot of time to think
im having a hard time figureing out what i want to do
and i feel like... im about to make the biggest mistake of my life
yet, apart of me wants to
and a part of me doesnt want to
im just SO confused
and i mean yeah, my friends have bene there for me
but im getting so much push and pull, i dont know who to listen to
what advice to take
how i should go about it
what i should say, how to act
im just so freaking confused
and i know, that only 2 things can happen as a reslut
either it will be a good thing and i wont regret it
OR
it will make a mess of everything, and ill regret it forever
its one of those things/times
where you wish you just knew
like, you wish something would happen to let you know the right thing to do
i just hope, i dont make the wrong choice
ahhh this sucks.