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[discosuper_fly]

so i think im going to start writing in this thing again
to help me vent
well here it goes..

its summer time
and well
im feeling like i dont have a single TRUE friend
and i hate that
it fucking sucks
like.. i feel like im so replaceable
people stop hanging out with you because they have "better" things to do
(or so you feel, which is shitty as hell, or is that just a me thought)
and then its like, as soon as they have the time your just supposed to drop everything and be like oh okay, im good enough for you now, lets be friends
like that is not okay with me, its not
and im not sorry about that either
its a shitty thing to do
and people are shitty for doing it
i never once have done that to someone
yet, im the one who alwaysalways gets the short end of the stick
maybe i just shouldnt have friends
b/c either i suck at haveing them
or suck at picking them
either way you look at it
its no good
tonight just, set me off
made me realize alllllll this shit
people suck
they fucking suck
anyone, and pretty much everyone will screw you over
i thougght it before
and have reason to think it again
and you may be reading this
thinking its about you
and mostlikly, your wrong
so please, no one bitch to me about this
i need to vent
its my jounral
so i can and i will
i hate people
i hate life
i hate everything
hah.