for all who wonders!
oi vee cadets! i haven`t posted for a while? or maybe i did but i didn`t press update. aye, i can`t recall.
i`ve been spending the past few weeks with kylie, and stephanie too whenever she isn`t working. i tell you everything has become a complete roller coaster. good good yes!
i needed sometime to recollect my thoughts, to play the market, and bring home whatever it was i was going for. relationships are too fucking screwy. after this whole huge emotional breakup with michael, i was flaunting myself with whatever would allow me to attach myself for comfort, and granted that worked to keep my mind off of him. one night i was sitting outside with my mum on the porch, watching her flick ashes away from her nearly devoured nicotine source, and for some reason when i watched those few burning ashes pile into her tray i realized i hadn`t been thinking about the past. for the few weeks i`ve been active, and actually out in the world around me, i have been doing the things my past held me back from. i was really happy when i figured this out, and most importantly coming to terms with my ex. it`s true, when you first break out you desperately look for ways to try and seduce them back, or appeal to their appetite. it`s quite sickening and can lead to some major mental issues. (i suggest never following that route) as time has gone by, and the less i have spoken with him, the less he has been on my mind. the less i think about the past, and the more i want this huge future a head of me.
aye! but but but this past weekend has been really weird. in fact these past two weeks have been one hell of a weird adventure. from hanging around with kylie & mike, to being with randy. :D oi yes, that`s right i have a boyfriend.
i`ve been spending the past few weeks with kylie, and stephanie too whenever she isn`t working. i tell you everything has become a complete roller coaster. good good yes!
i needed sometime to recollect my thoughts, to play the market, and bring home whatever it was i was going for. relationships are too fucking screwy. after this whole huge emotional breakup with michael, i was flaunting myself with whatever would allow me to attach myself for comfort, and granted that worked to keep my mind off of him. one night i was sitting outside with my mum on the porch, watching her flick ashes away from her nearly devoured nicotine source, and for some reason when i watched those few burning ashes pile into her tray i realized i hadn`t been thinking about the past. for the few weeks i`ve been active, and actually out in the world around me, i have been doing the things my past held me back from. i was really happy when i figured this out, and most importantly coming to terms with my ex. it`s true, when you first break out you desperately look for ways to try and seduce them back, or appeal to their appetite. it`s quite sickening and can lead to some major mental issues. (i suggest never following that route) as time has gone by, and the less i have spoken with him, the less he has been on my mind. the less i think about the past, and the more i want this huge future a head of me.
aye! but but but this past weekend has been really weird. in fact these past two weeks have been one hell of a weird adventure. from hanging around with kylie & mike, to being with randy. :D oi yes, that`s right i have a boyfriend.