Whining Ball of Absolute Patheticness
What do you call PMS when it happens during, rather than before, your period? What do you call menstrual cramps with such sadistic timing that they show up the evening after you've done an intense abdominal workout?
It took me awhile to realize that my snappishness today might be connected to my period, because normally PMS for me is just about the self-loathing and the wanting to cry, not about pissiness.
My muscles are ridiculously sore today, and every time I laugh it hurts and then I want to cry. I basically want to cry whenever I move my upper body today, which again, totally didn't put together with my period, because usually PMS happens before the bleeding starts. In my case, it's always happened right before my period, lasted from 12-56 hours and been all about wanting to burst into tears and feeling lonely and like the world hates me and I'm an unworthy person. Today I am bleeding from the crotch, experiencing cramps in my thighs lower back, and lower abdomen, going between wanting to cry and wanting to tear heads off, and CHOCOLATE ISN'T FUCKING HELPING. I selected this icon because I want a Ray to take care of me the way I have him take care of Natalie. You guys, I am so pathetic right now, and normally sore muscles are satisfying but right now I'm just going "It huuuuuurts, why does it huuuuuuurt?"
It took me awhile to realize that my snappishness today might be connected to my period, because normally PMS for me is just about the self-loathing and the wanting to cry, not about pissiness.
My muscles are ridiculously sore today, and every time I laugh it hurts and then I want to cry. I basically want to cry whenever I move my upper body today, which again, totally didn't put together with my period, because usually PMS happens before the bleeding starts. In my case, it's always happened right before my period, lasted from 12-56 hours and been all about wanting to burst into tears and feeling lonely and like the world hates me and I'm an unworthy person. Today I am bleeding from the crotch, experiencing cramps in my thighs lower back, and lower abdomen, going between wanting to cry and wanting to tear heads off, and CHOCOLATE ISN'T FUCKING HELPING. I selected this icon because I want a Ray to take care of me the way I have him take care of Natalie. You guys, I am so pathetic right now, and normally sore muscles are satisfying but right now I'm just going "It huuuuuurts, why does it huuuuuuurt?"