Well, where to begin...
Tour was great. Another awesome experience in the books. Pics are posted on my myspace blog, or you can click directly here:
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=701330
Work has been literally punishing me - both physically and mentally. Too many things are not going right, and there isn't much I can do about it. I am stressed beyond belief. Hard to believe I've been there for 9months so far, but I think the 2 year mark will spell about my looking for other employment. This time with an emphasis downtown. If I can get a sweet gig downtown, I will sell my place and move down there, no doubt.
Music has been great. The band is going well and we have some good shows coming up. Can't complain there.
Family is alright. I've never been a part of a tight family, but things have been okay. Christmas this year will entail me going back to RI to see my beloved grandparents and all my cousins. "Hey look, its the people we never see". When I have a family, we will be tight nit - no question about it.
Love. Love is pretty much non-existant with me right now and I feel like shit because of it. I miss being in love and I miss everything that comes along with it. This, compiled with my stressful work-life has made everything else pretty shitty. I guess all I can do is wait it out.
Speaking of shitty times... one of our fans committed suicide. His name was Donovan, and he was a good kid. I had talked to him a few times when we would play in Indiana and he was good friends with Andrea Heirendt. I've felt like that before - that feeling where you just don't want to continue anymore, but I guess there is that feeling of hope - that the future will some how be different than now. Not that I am suicidal or anything, but I can definitely say that my thought is that the future can (hopefully) only get better.
Here starts another week... and I feel so busy, so consumed by everything, yet so empty.
I'll just keep hanging on - that's all I can do.
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=701330
Work has been literally punishing me - both physically and mentally. Too many things are not going right, and there isn't much I can do about it. I am stressed beyond belief. Hard to believe I've been there for 9months so far, but I think the 2 year mark will spell about my looking for other employment. This time with an emphasis downtown. If I can get a sweet gig downtown, I will sell my place and move down there, no doubt.
Music has been great. The band is going well and we have some good shows coming up. Can't complain there.
Family is alright. I've never been a part of a tight family, but things have been okay. Christmas this year will entail me going back to RI to see my beloved grandparents and all my cousins. "Hey look, its the people we never see". When I have a family, we will be tight nit - no question about it.
Love. Love is pretty much non-existant with me right now and I feel like shit because of it. I miss being in love and I miss everything that comes along with it. This, compiled with my stressful work-life has made everything else pretty shitty. I guess all I can do is wait it out.
Speaking of shitty times... one of our fans committed suicide. His name was Donovan, and he was a good kid. I had talked to him a few times when we would play in Indiana and he was good friends with Andrea Heirendt. I've felt like that before - that feeling where you just don't want to continue anymore, but I guess there is that feeling of hope - that the future will some how be different than now. Not that I am suicidal or anything, but I can definitely say that my thought is that the future can (hopefully) only get better.
Here starts another week... and I feel so busy, so consumed by everything, yet so empty.
I'll just keep hanging on - that's all I can do.