(After)Life

May 29, 2007 15:42

Weird transitions = weird state of being

I'm living a home.
Don't really like it.
Feels like I escaped for 3 years and have now been sucked back in.
Have a bajilliondy things which cannot all fit in my bedroom but I must try and make them. I could furnish my own place.
Brothers are jerks and wont help with general home maintenance/cleaning. Really annoying real fast.

Looking for a job. Hopefully something related to archaeology or museums in some way.

Me and Brendan broke up.
It was planned though.
Exactly two years, 1 month (graduation day).
It made since. He'll be gone for at least a year sailing and working really long days. Because of that, I've only talked to him 3 times since parting ways. Right now he's at sea, making the trek to Boston. It makes it kind of harder that his days are completely filled while mine are pretty empty so I can spend more time missing him. It is very uncomfortable adjusting from seeing someone every single day, living with them, and spending 80% of your time together to 0%. Of course the feelings don't just stop like the relationship does.
I feel it was the best decision though. We both have to live our lives freely. We're young. And at least we parted on good terms instead of after a strained attempt at long-distance love.

My house's internet connection is lame, so I don't get online much. But I do check the email and lj and such from time to time. So feel free to contact.
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