The Rain is gone!
I can honestly sit here and say that Life is good. I just feel really good right now like stuff is just starting to piece itself together.
Stuff with Kyle is once again OK! Which just rocks to the most extreme of extreme levels!!!!!!!!! It just feels so so so good to know that he can still come to me when he needs something it's just simply an amazing feeling to know that he's still around and that theres no hate there. It just rocks so so so so much!
The Dave stuff is getting better. It seems that we're figuring out where we want our friendship to be and we're just getting stuff sorted out which feels good cus I want things to be ok with us.
The Luke thing is still as complex as always but things are actually looking up. We've been talking and actually getting along. This trip down to the cities tomorrow as weird as it will be is still hopefully going to be good. I won't lie I do miss the kid I really do and I'm still in love with him but at least we're working on the frienship thing as hard as it's going to get at least we're both trying which is just good. Plus I just sat and had a good 30 min conversation with him and overall it was just friendly and pleasant. I dunno it's weird and it's going to be weird but at least we're taking steps to mutual ground and taking the time to make whatever it is that's possible work. It's just good
mmmm then theres that conversation that I had with Fred which just made me smile. That kid just rocks but then again he's always just rocked! Yay for rocking Fred haha wow that reminds me of the time we went to the rock a thon with Owen who also rocks haha wow I'm just in a good mood cus I feel like things are looking up like things are going to be ok
I may not know exactly what's going to happen with my life this year perticularly with Luke but no matter what it is I realize I have friends who love me and a family that supports me and Fred and Owen's that rock haha so overall
LIFE IS GOOD!
Stuff with Kyle is once again OK! Which just rocks to the most extreme of extreme levels!!!!!!!!! It just feels so so so good to know that he can still come to me when he needs something it's just simply an amazing feeling to know that he's still around and that theres no hate there. It just rocks so so so so much!
The Dave stuff is getting better. It seems that we're figuring out where we want our friendship to be and we're just getting stuff sorted out which feels good cus I want things to be ok with us.
The Luke thing is still as complex as always but things are actually looking up. We've been talking and actually getting along. This trip down to the cities tomorrow as weird as it will be is still hopefully going to be good. I won't lie I do miss the kid I really do and I'm still in love with him but at least we're working on the frienship thing as hard as it's going to get at least we're both trying which is just good. Plus I just sat and had a good 30 min conversation with him and overall it was just friendly and pleasant. I dunno it's weird and it's going to be weird but at least we're taking steps to mutual ground and taking the time to make whatever it is that's possible work. It's just good
mmmm then theres that conversation that I had with Fred which just made me smile. That kid just rocks but then again he's always just rocked! Yay for rocking Fred haha wow that reminds me of the time we went to the rock a thon with Owen who also rocks haha wow I'm just in a good mood cus I feel like things are looking up like things are going to be ok
I may not know exactly what's going to happen with my life this year perticularly with Luke but no matter what it is I realize I have friends who love me and a family that supports me and Fred and Owen's that rock haha so overall
LIFE IS GOOD!