If an elf can kill and orc ... well then a elf can kill and orc
In the past I desired to know the specifics but in truth the specifics aren't so important to me now. What is important is the assurance that my life will continue to hold adventure, purpose, and goals. That is the secret, I believe. To continually reach higher is to live; to always strive to be a better person or to make the world around you a better place or to enrich your life or the lives of those you love is the secret to that most elusive of goals: a sence of accomplishment.
The thing i've lacked is that sence of accomplishment and I feel as if my life lost that assurance that it would hold purpose. I honestly just lost my sence of purpose and in the process lost my self of accomplishment. I used to live for my friends and that was the only sence of purpose I needed.... I think I lived to much for Kyle and once i lost him I lost a huge sence of purpose and then the whole Luke thing. That whole relationship was a sence of purpose for me. I really was good for that kid and I knew the effect I had on him was a positive one. Lately I've just lost all sense of purpose and I think that's a huge part of why I feel so lost. ... maybe this means i finnally starting to figure things out ... figuring things out is the first step to fixing them right? I sure hope so i really really hope so!
I get to see Annie tom!!!!!!! YAY for Annie... Annie has a new song according ot the mighty word of Bach Drive by Incubus!
"Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there."
YAY for Annie I love you darling
oh and Dan I totally did it ... haha both ends lol haha wow lol haha
The thing i've lacked is that sence of accomplishment and I feel as if my life lost that assurance that it would hold purpose. I honestly just lost my sence of purpose and in the process lost my self of accomplishment. I used to live for my friends and that was the only sence of purpose I needed.... I think I lived to much for Kyle and once i lost him I lost a huge sence of purpose and then the whole Luke thing. That whole relationship was a sence of purpose for me. I really was good for that kid and I knew the effect I had on him was a positive one. Lately I've just lost all sense of purpose and I think that's a huge part of why I feel so lost. ... maybe this means i finnally starting to figure things out ... figuring things out is the first step to fixing them right? I sure hope so i really really hope so!
I get to see Annie tom!!!!!!! YAY for Annie... Annie has a new song according ot the mighty word of Bach Drive by Incubus!
"Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there."
YAY for Annie I love you darling
oh and Dan I totally did it ... haha both ends lol haha wow lol haha