Aug 05, 2004 01:59
What to yack about now? donno. I'm trying a test at being an insightful insomniac tonight. hmm nevermind. Default: Life. K well it has been summer since last Christmas and quite sometime before that as well and to be quite frank I am completely whole heartedly annoyed by that. Good thing chances to change come round my town. Endless summer may be ideal for some but living with mommy is worse then not ever graduating high school. Hmm what else...Oh in my attempt for slumber, I searched for some calming music and flipping through the pages I found this album I used to play on constant repeat last year. I put it on laid down and realized how depressingly horrible it was...horrid. Who the hell wants to be sad and depressed? haha damn. I'm sure glad that stage is done with. Fuck sadness. Get over it. Pathetic sappiness can kiss off into the sun. At least some things changed since last summer. Well, much has, I was just meaning the laid back summer life style. These days have never seen better. I am the most content and happiest I have ever been in my 20 years visiting hear on earth. Where is my best friend when I need him? How can I sleep this way? Ugh well I'm going to take off all my clothes crawl back into bed and try. All I have to do is try.