Better
Things are good. Life is getting better. I just wish those around me could not give up so easily. It is easy to give up but it is super hard to come back from being screwed over by life. Last month was horrible because work decided to pick an idiot over me for a job that i truly deserved. It came down to the fact that i was in school and couldnt be there Tuesday and Thursday and then not even a week later i was told because another full-time person was getting moved to the front that i was going to have to either transfer or go to a different department. Luckily our floral person was in the process of leaving but if not this would have screwed me over badly and i would have probably just quit. But i do feel that my job screwed me over and now i will not get to help the department that i dont want to give up because i see how much they do need someone like me. Its just ironic how when i wanted to leave the front that i was told i was "too valuable" and now that i want to stay i am getting forced out. All things happen for a reason i guess but i feel like moving to floral will give me the time to actually develop a new skill. I still feel like Kroger let me down and that if the time comes to go back i might not because the higher ups are the ones that made the decision.
But on a better note. I am a MIT for the music frat SAI and this will give me something to be apart of that is bigger than my job and better than school. I think everything will fall into place but it will take time to tell.
But on a better note. I am a MIT for the music frat SAI and this will give me something to be apart of that is bigger than my job and better than school. I think everything will fall into place but it will take time to tell.