Missing
I have stopped having the dreams every night and yet I still think about him.
I feel like I am not being fair to Reid. I love him so much yet i feel like i have not given anything to the relationship, whoch he agrues that I do but i havent.
I feel kinda worthless liek if there was something I could do I would screw it up amd everything would fall apart.
I have been a very good moods lately but school just gets me down. I can not stand it. Chemistry is getting better and Next week Marcea is a busy girl. I am finally going to knoxville and maybe while I am there I will talk to him about how stupid i feel.
Almost two years ago I like both of them, I told Sam that, but Reid got to me first and I went with him because he acted like he wanted me and that he really cared about me. Though is always there and has been for awhile I juts cant seem to but my heart on the line to get rejected ...again.
I feel like I am not being fair to Reid. I love him so much yet i feel like i have not given anything to the relationship, whoch he agrues that I do but i havent.
I feel kinda worthless liek if there was something I could do I would screw it up amd everything would fall apart.
I have been a very good moods lately but school just gets me down. I can not stand it. Chemistry is getting better and Next week Marcea is a busy girl. I am finally going to knoxville and maybe while I am there I will talk to him about how stupid i feel.
Almost two years ago I like both of them, I told Sam that, but Reid got to me first and I went with him because he acted like he wanted me and that he really cared about me. Though is always there and has been for awhile I juts cant seem to but my heart on the line to get rejected ...again.