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I'm not thinking clearly when I post this. But after spending a night after work with my coworkers and going to Skeeters with them. We talked about future. Zach is making a risky change by going to Europe. Devin wanted to join him because he's not getting anywhere in community collge and that he just wants to get out. Is this just a really bad idea or would some call that brilliant? In some ways I think Devin and Zack are right on this approach. People stay in the same old rut that their used to living that way when they knwo they can do better. The way I live sometimes. But sometimes making changes can be uncomfortable and sometimes life changing. For good or bad. Its gotta suck when your not loved. Because if your not loved you don't have anything. Your parents love you. Like to think the friendships and love relationships I've had that some of them love me. Even the ones that didn't go so well. Or even the girls i overlooked or didn't know that they secretly had a huge ass crush on me. Even through the friendships I've had. one of those people at least had to love me. What if they don't? Our parents guide us with these drastic decisions too. The ones that should love us the most. Cause they've been where we were. At least I'd hope to think they did. Did they really go through what we did? Did they get these same emotions? Times have changed back then. I can't really talk to my parents in order to understand that. Or figuring out if a huge change is a correct choice for a person. How can blame someone who doesn't like where they are in life? Do i like where I'm at? I can't think of mucho else to go on. Just a few things crossing my mind.