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Hello again journal. Its been a little while since I posted. I know I wanted to post in here more often before but oh well I'm back again. Things haven't been too great lately. I got a speeding ticket and I dont have the money for it and I can't afford the points. I have a court date set up next week. Hopefully I can knock out the points. I need another job but it seems like I'm starting to work again but I wouldn't say that just yet. Luckily Justin from work said he talked to his boss about hiring me so hopefully I get a call from Wegmans. I was also sick for awhile. Then my crown fell out of my mouth. Then I got sick again. Bombed a test. Not so good.
I'm also kinda upset its Shain's birthday today and him and the gang are going to AC. I can't even go because of my bad tire on my car, I have class in the morning and I have to be there, and of course the being in debt thing. Blows much. Things have been kinda crazy and haywire with my love life as well. I wish I wouldn't rush things or be afraid to invest in someone. Of course I also wish I could always stop fishing, I keep thinking there may be better and that the compatibility isn't there. What determines that you and a girl are together? I never knew at one time where its both understood that your boyfriend and girlfriend. I just don't have the experience like people did back in high school. I don't know how to go about relationships at all.
I'm also pissed off at Gianna. I only talk to her about once a month. We used to hang out all the time. She keeps telling me that she's so busy with school and work. Never replys to my texts or calls most of the time. Then she goes and hangs out with my friend at his house? And she's too busy to fucking hang out with me? Thats bullshit. And I'm also thinking where they could of met and why she's at his house. Things just get to me.
I went to walmart tonight to get some butt movies because I love 5 dollar butt movies. I got A Goofy Movie and Eurotrip. Afterwards I went to CVS to pick up my prescription. I ran into this girl Alex that used to go to high school with. I smiled at her and we exchanged a very awkward hi to one another. I'm so fucking shy, I hate it. She's someone I feel from what I know about her we could be compatible. however. She's beautiful. I'm not. She was popular. I was no where near popular. Someone I wouldn't have dared to talk to in high school. Just gotta go for it.
I'm also kinda upset its Shain's birthday today and him and the gang are going to AC. I can't even go because of my bad tire on my car, I have class in the morning and I have to be there, and of course the being in debt thing. Blows much. Things have been kinda crazy and haywire with my love life as well. I wish I wouldn't rush things or be afraid to invest in someone. Of course I also wish I could always stop fishing, I keep thinking there may be better and that the compatibility isn't there. What determines that you and a girl are together? I never knew at one time where its both understood that your boyfriend and girlfriend. I just don't have the experience like people did back in high school. I don't know how to go about relationships at all.
I'm also pissed off at Gianna. I only talk to her about once a month. We used to hang out all the time. She keeps telling me that she's so busy with school and work. Never replys to my texts or calls most of the time. Then she goes and hangs out with my friend at his house? And she's too busy to fucking hang out with me? Thats bullshit. And I'm also thinking where they could of met and why she's at his house. Things just get to me.
I went to walmart tonight to get some butt movies because I love 5 dollar butt movies. I got A Goofy Movie and Eurotrip. Afterwards I went to CVS to pick up my prescription. I ran into this girl Alex that used to go to high school with. I smiled at her and we exchanged a very awkward hi to one another. I'm so fucking shy, I hate it. She's someone I feel from what I know about her we could be compatible. however. She's beautiful. I'm not. She was popular. I was no where near popular. Someone I wouldn't have dared to talk to in high school. Just gotta go for it.