Artificial Endorphins

[discomfort]

You don't understand why I do it
And I doubt you ever will
A thousand knives pierce my heart
And cause an overkill
A million waves come crashing down
And cease my breath on sight
Intimidating dread and worry
Send my soul in flight
Don't worry about the mutilation
That makes for a subliminal high
It prominently connects emotions
With their centrivical tie
Complicated situations provide
The need for artificial endorphins
Confusing problems arise constantly
I was never ready to endure this