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How is that that one day I can feel so full of sunshine that I think I might shatter open if one more thing happened to me, and then the next I feel so void of light that I think I might collapse inwards if one more thing happened to me?
Why is it that people build their walls and hide their fears and stand firm and tall and proud and hand out instruction booklets on how to perform the same feat, but they never add that they haven't completely filled in all the chinks, and those things which I'm most trying to keep from seeping into my innermost workings always manage to find the weak spots and erode at the walls, little by little, until all of a sudden the foundations collapse and I'm standing there naked and exposed?
Who likes mood swings?
Why is it that people build their walls and hide their fears and stand firm and tall and proud and hand out instruction booklets on how to perform the same feat, but they never add that they haven't completely filled in all the chinks, and those things which I'm most trying to keep from seeping into my innermost workings always manage to find the weak spots and erode at the walls, little by little, until all of a sudden the foundations collapse and I'm standing there naked and exposed?
Who likes mood swings?