this will be posted in my deadjournal as soon as it's back up.
This was originally written on December 17, 2001.
okay. long entry. Dino came here. he was wearing a santa hat... he came in & met my mom. We left. We went to his house. sat outside and talked for a lil bit. Went inside. Saw Steph, who I haven't seen since the summer. Hung out with Dino. blahblahblah. Felt like a whore. a few hours later he brought me home.. I came inside, felt really trashy for a bit... looked at a certain someone's picture, and I wished that he would just save me. i'm feeling better now, and dealing with that certain someone, tomorrow may just turn out to be a bright happy day... see, tomorrow is the 18th. #18. plus, he was wearing the #18 shirt today. and also my horoscope says so:
TUESDAY, DECEMBER 18
Make a pitch for something you've been wanting and feel you deserve. You deserve whatever you seek with all your heart. People who expect to be served just desserts without ordering them are living in a fool's paradise. Why they have such unrealistic expectations may help explain why they're undeserving
so anyways... I talked to alex... he gave me some really good advice. I never looked at it from that perspective, and now things finally fit into place... and...
Anachron1981:
okay. long entry. Dino came here. he was wearing a santa hat... he came in & met my mom. We left. We went to his house. sat outside and talked for a lil bit. Went inside. Saw Steph, who I haven't seen since the summer. Hung out with Dino. blahblahblah. Felt like a whore. a few hours later he brought me home.. I came inside, felt really trashy for a bit... looked at a certain someone's picture, and I wished that he would just save me. i'm feeling better now, and dealing with that certain someone, tomorrow may just turn out to be a bright happy day... see, tomorrow is the 18th. #18. plus, he was wearing the #18 shirt today. and also my horoscope says so:
TUESDAY, DECEMBER 18
Make a pitch for something you've been wanting and feel you deserve. You deserve whatever you seek with all your heart. People who expect to be served just desserts without ordering them are living in a fool's paradise. Why they have such unrealistic expectations may help explain why they're undeserving
so anyways... I talked to alex... he gave me some really good advice. I never looked at it from that perspective, and now things finally fit into place... and...
Anachron1981: