Je suis un bon homme de neige
Yes. That's right... that subject just says it all.
I just ate cotton candy for breakfast.
I found one of my cats sleeping on the kitchen table, the other on top of the washer...
i can't even count how many times i've said "fuck it" already.
i want someone to come over, and then again i don't because i really want to rearrange my room today.
my dog is really sick again which is very bad, considering the fact that my parents will absolutely NOT go through everything that they did last time, or spend nearly as much money as last time, so hopefully they'll put him back on his medication, but if not then i guess that's all that can happen without getting him put to sleep. He's not here right now, and it already feels weird.
Anyway, last night was interesting. Gregg picked me up, and we went to Cass' house. Now it has been proven to Gregg that Cass does in fact exist, and is not just a cardboard cutout like he and Rich both said. After that we went to Mcdonald's. We got food. Yeah. Then we left. After that we went to a gas station, and then we went to the carnival. We walked around the whole thing once, bought cotton candy and left. From there we drove around and made 2 stops where people just weren't home. Then we went to Talamini Rd. After that we went to Devil's Tree. Then we stopped at another gas station, and then Quick Chek. Kevin was on the phone and he kept on singing. It was very annoying. He only talks about singing... He has a one track mind... it's so scary. He got all whiney when he asked me if what I heard was good and all I said was "sure". It was really funny. The phone thing got kind of confusing when gregg called my cell phone when I was on the phone. Then I picked up gregg's cell phone and called Kevin with it when gregg was already talking to Kevin on my cell phone. He went to the other line and I gave the phone to Gregg and he acted like he was just calling and he hadn't talked to him like 2 seconds ago. Then he went back to the other line and I was there. wow. confusion. anyway, after that I drove Gregg's car.. fun. Then Gregg took me home, and I walked up to my house, and my dog was trying so hard to bark but he barely could. It was so sad.
Last night I was thinking a lot. I've decided that I'm better off having things in my life in this way that i don't need anyone else for. It feels wrong to need people to depend on. I mean, it's not like I'm completely dependent on other people because that's really just wrong. But now, I only want myself to depend on, because the majority of the time, other people just make me feel worse. Or maybe not the majority of the time, but enough of the time. I'm just not ready to be hurt again by someone else... So anyway, hopefully I'll hang out with Cass tonight. Sometimes Cass and I have too much fun... it's silly.
"Just stop being goth for like 2 seconds" hehehe
I just ate cotton candy for breakfast.
I found one of my cats sleeping on the kitchen table, the other on top of the washer...
i can't even count how many times i've said "fuck it" already.
i want someone to come over, and then again i don't because i really want to rearrange my room today.
my dog is really sick again which is very bad, considering the fact that my parents will absolutely NOT go through everything that they did last time, or spend nearly as much money as last time, so hopefully they'll put him back on his medication, but if not then i guess that's all that can happen without getting him put to sleep. He's not here right now, and it already feels weird.
Anyway, last night was interesting. Gregg picked me up, and we went to Cass' house. Now it has been proven to Gregg that Cass does in fact exist, and is not just a cardboard cutout like he and Rich both said. After that we went to Mcdonald's. We got food. Yeah. Then we left. After that we went to a gas station, and then we went to the carnival. We walked around the whole thing once, bought cotton candy and left. From there we drove around and made 2 stops where people just weren't home. Then we went to Talamini Rd. After that we went to Devil's Tree. Then we stopped at another gas station, and then Quick Chek. Kevin was on the phone and he kept on singing. It was very annoying. He only talks about singing... He has a one track mind... it's so scary. He got all whiney when he asked me if what I heard was good and all I said was "sure". It was really funny. The phone thing got kind of confusing when gregg called my cell phone when I was on the phone. Then I picked up gregg's cell phone and called Kevin with it when gregg was already talking to Kevin on my cell phone. He went to the other line and I gave the phone to Gregg and he acted like he was just calling and he hadn't talked to him like 2 seconds ago. Then he went back to the other line and I was there. wow. confusion. anyway, after that I drove Gregg's car.. fun. Then Gregg took me home, and I walked up to my house, and my dog was trying so hard to bark but he barely could. It was so sad.
Last night I was thinking a lot. I've decided that I'm better off having things in my life in this way that i don't need anyone else for. It feels wrong to need people to depend on. I mean, it's not like I'm completely dependent on other people because that's really just wrong. But now, I only want myself to depend on, because the majority of the time, other people just make me feel worse. Or maybe not the majority of the time, but enough of the time. I'm just not ready to be hurt again by someone else... So anyway, hopefully I'll hang out with Cass tonight. Sometimes Cass and I have too much fun... it's silly.
"Just stop being goth for like 2 seconds" hehehe