oh wow..... i really had no idea.
i didn't know how scary this was really going to turn out... I didn't think it would effect me this much, but wow, it really hits hard. It's terrifying...to say the least.
I need to go out to avoid freaking out. I can't believe something like this could do it to me, but it can... and who knows? maybe if I keep this up I can go into another isolation period. Anyone who knew me at those times know that they're not good times. But I'm probably gonna end up staying home...again. I guess I can hide in my room..then at least no one in my house has to witness me being like this. thats what I always do. it doesn't help... but hey, who cares?
I need to go out to avoid freaking out. I can't believe something like this could do it to me, but it can... and who knows? maybe if I keep this up I can go into another isolation period. Anyone who knew me at those times know that they're not good times. But I'm probably gonna end up staying home...again. I guess I can hide in my room..then at least no one in my house has to witness me being like this. thats what I always do. it doesn't help... but hey, who cares?