Dec 20, 2008 17:05
got all the residents out, and i leave for nc tomorrow at 6am. i'm having my first gathering over here since i moved to illinois. i'm still mourning the loss of my relationship with gerald, but i'm sort of falling for someone that i work with here. it all happened so fast, and has been so amazing, and i'm very lightheaded and weak-kneed. i'm giving myself more time to process this. i'm going away for 20 days, which should be a good start. gerald pointed out that i broke up with him on pearl harbor day, which i didn't realize. so, it's been two weeks. it's been an intense two weeks. went on a date last night. i feel like a bad person, kinda, but i am very happy. which almost makes me feel worse. le sigh.