hey
HI EVERYONE!!!
ok sooooo
i haven't talked to anyone yet today
cause i'm bored and still noone talked to me
but that's ok cause i was babysitting
so i couldn't really do anything anyways
SOOOO
happy b-day to lizz-it's on the 23rd but i'll be in san fran and she'll be in dc so...there u go
ABOUT TALKING TO PEOPLES
mike logged on for like a second then logged right back off
i don't kno why...but i think he might be mad at me
maybe one of my friends has told him that i wanted to break up wit hhim
still...i told like 3 people and they wouldn't tell anyone
except maybe sean but he doesn't even talk to mike
ANYWHO
i've decided not to break up with mike
i realize that i just want more
like holding hands, huggin , kissing
that sort of thing
that i've never had and am soooo ready for
with him that is
and i want him to be nice to tom...but as lauren said maybe he's got some stupid guy problem with tom because i went out with him last year
well if i talk to him i doubt that will be a problem anymore
SOOOOOO
yep
that's all i have to say about that
except maybe that i feel bad about saying i was gonna break up with him
cause now i realize how much that would really hurt me
and i don't want that to happen
cause i like him so much that i think if we work at our problems they can just be little minor probs
so yeah
i might even love him
in fact i'm convinced i do
i really love him
hmmm i feel like lauren the other day
i just hope he doesn't kno about what i was saying and i'm really sorry about all that but...oh never mind i don't kno what i was gonna say there
so yeah
i hope we can just pick up where we left off
tho..yeah
my head HURTS SOOOOO BAAAAD
yep it does
and i'm seeing spots
ok then i'll ttyl
love ya
only not
except one of you who I HOPE and will MAKE SURE OF
that ur not ever gonna read this
AHEM
so noone tell him about this
ok then
i'll ttyl
bye
ok sooooo
i haven't talked to anyone yet today
cause i'm bored and still noone talked to me
but that's ok cause i was babysitting
so i couldn't really do anything anyways
SOOOO
happy b-day to lizz-it's on the 23rd but i'll be in san fran and she'll be in dc so...there u go
ABOUT TALKING TO PEOPLES
mike logged on for like a second then logged right back off
i don't kno why...but i think he might be mad at me
maybe one of my friends has told him that i wanted to break up wit hhim
still...i told like 3 people and they wouldn't tell anyone
except maybe sean but he doesn't even talk to mike
ANYWHO
i've decided not to break up with mike
i realize that i just want more
like holding hands, huggin , kissing
that sort of thing
that i've never had and am soooo ready for
with him that is
and i want him to be nice to tom...but as lauren said maybe he's got some stupid guy problem with tom because i went out with him last year
well if i talk to him i doubt that will be a problem anymore
SOOOOOO
yep
that's all i have to say about that
except maybe that i feel bad about saying i was gonna break up with him
cause now i realize how much that would really hurt me
and i don't want that to happen
cause i like him so much that i think if we work at our problems they can just be little minor probs
so yeah
i might even love him
in fact i'm convinced i do
i really love him
hmmm i feel like lauren the other day
i just hope he doesn't kno about what i was saying and i'm really sorry about all that but...oh never mind i don't kno what i was gonna say there
so yeah
i hope we can just pick up where we left off
tho..yeah
my head HURTS SOOOOO BAAAAD
yep it does
and i'm seeing spots
ok then i'll ttyl
love ya
only not
except one of you who I HOPE and will MAKE SURE OF
that ur not ever gonna read this
AHEM
so noone tell him about this
ok then
i'll ttyl
bye