sadness
hello everyone
ugh what a bad week
seriously
so first of all
monday morning, bright and early, some people start yelling at me and saying that i've been really mean lately
and i'm just really annoyed with them
and that made me mad
then, not even 5 minutes later it comes to my attention that my best friend was out this weekend
with a guy (not to mention the guy that I went out with up until 2 weeks ago...aside from the fact that they're both my super good friends)
and somehow everyone in the free world knew about this except for me
which really makes me mad
because i would like to be included in people's lives, even if you don't want me to be
because i include people in mine
but whatever
and then, despite these conflicts, everyone still wanted to be all buddy buddy with me again. so whatever, i thought.
then i did horrible on my math test.
then off to voice lessons...and i felt like i was really annoying my teacher
probably because every vocal thing she wants me to do, i happen to have some band conflict on the same day and time
but ...ok oboe is more important than voice
despite what my mother and any voice teachers i've had may think
grrr
so then i went to dl practice
which was sufficiently akward since all 3 of the parties in question were there
and then we gave nick a ride home
after being stranded at the rpms meeting for an extra hour
so then tuesday
pretty much an ok day
aside from having to do math homework during chem...which tends to tick ms miers off
or the fact that i said i hate horses and she got mad at me
but whatever
oh yes it was fine and good
until i got to the band room
and kelsey was leaving
and happened to tell me an interesting bit of information
and i got super mad
flipped out...didn't wanna talk to anyone
except rachel of course
i love you ray ray
wednesday
yay for no morning practice!
sheena rocked out on the choir solo....absolutely amazing
then i was mad all during creative writing
and geiger was criticizing my memoir
even though he shouldn't have even been reading it
it's ok geiger
i'm jsut mad at everyone else now
then band was all fine and good
up until we were leaving and kelsey told me that she couldn't do the duet
that just set me off the edge
grrr so angry
i mean...2 weeks ago i could have gotten another event...but come on, at that point we were lucky it wasn't a scratch
and I had to tell thoma too!
more on that later
so i went to lunch
and kim and i, partially to get away from akward situations, parially to watch the simpsons
we went and crashed kelly and kayla's spanish class
yay mr kelley
but we had to go before we could watch the simpsons
then in chem i fell asleep
and was damn near breaking down from just thinking about everything
ugh
so i went to math
and like half the class wasn't there
so it was odd...had to do the worksheet without a partner
tho julie did help me out
then i was informed that the kelsey would be willing to do the duet but it'd be difficult
and i told her not to worry about it
so then i went to terra and frog and ben's spanish class, because i didn't wanna go to gov't super early
took impossible gov't test
heard joe complain ceaselessly about it (is that how you spell it? who cares.)
hung out in the band room doing nothing the rest of the hour
then threw a few snowballs..that was fun
rachel made me feel better
and we told steiny about our problems
about how annoying things get
and how mean people can be
and about closets
and about how nobody can keep a secret these days
etc
then i went home and made a mad dash to get a third event
had a strange conversation with thoma via jamie's cell phone
took a nap while watching reba
went to the pistons game
saw the lovely terra
and here i am
i'm so...tired
tired of being angry at all of my friends
tired of school, and stress etc
and mostly...just tired
grrrr
so tommorrow i'm off to grand rapids
then friday i'm goin to virginia
to see my sister and bro
even tho i'm gonna be writing memoirs and programming calculators the whole time
well i'm pretty sure nobody's reading this anymore
i'm gonna go to bed now
goodnight everyone
how sick i am of people getting mad and then wanting to be best buds 5 seconds later.
if your mad, be mad until it gets changed
stop with the stupid mood swings
i'm officially mad
haha just in case you didn't get the drift
goodnight now
love katie
ugh what a bad week
seriously
so first of all
monday morning, bright and early, some people start yelling at me and saying that i've been really mean lately
and i'm just really annoyed with them
and that made me mad
then, not even 5 minutes later it comes to my attention that my best friend was out this weekend
with a guy (not to mention the guy that I went out with up until 2 weeks ago...aside from the fact that they're both my super good friends)
and somehow everyone in the free world knew about this except for me
which really makes me mad
because i would like to be included in people's lives, even if you don't want me to be
because i include people in mine
but whatever
and then, despite these conflicts, everyone still wanted to be all buddy buddy with me again. so whatever, i thought.
then i did horrible on my math test.
then off to voice lessons...and i felt like i was really annoying my teacher
probably because every vocal thing she wants me to do, i happen to have some band conflict on the same day and time
but ...ok oboe is more important than voice
despite what my mother and any voice teachers i've had may think
grrr
so then i went to dl practice
which was sufficiently akward since all 3 of the parties in question were there
and then we gave nick a ride home
after being stranded at the rpms meeting for an extra hour
so then tuesday
pretty much an ok day
aside from having to do math homework during chem...which tends to tick ms miers off
or the fact that i said i hate horses and she got mad at me
but whatever
oh yes it was fine and good
until i got to the band room
and kelsey was leaving
and happened to tell me an interesting bit of information
and i got super mad
flipped out...didn't wanna talk to anyone
except rachel of course
i love you ray ray
wednesday
yay for no morning practice!
sheena rocked out on the choir solo....absolutely amazing
then i was mad all during creative writing
and geiger was criticizing my memoir
even though he shouldn't have even been reading it
it's ok geiger
i'm jsut mad at everyone else now
then band was all fine and good
up until we were leaving and kelsey told me that she couldn't do the duet
that just set me off the edge
grrr so angry
i mean...2 weeks ago i could have gotten another event...but come on, at that point we were lucky it wasn't a scratch
and I had to tell thoma too!
more on that later
so i went to lunch
and kim and i, partially to get away from akward situations, parially to watch the simpsons
we went and crashed kelly and kayla's spanish class
yay mr kelley
but we had to go before we could watch the simpsons
then in chem i fell asleep
and was damn near breaking down from just thinking about everything
ugh
so i went to math
and like half the class wasn't there
so it was odd...had to do the worksheet without a partner
tho julie did help me out
then i was informed that the kelsey would be willing to do the duet but it'd be difficult
and i told her not to worry about it
so then i went to terra and frog and ben's spanish class, because i didn't wanna go to gov't super early
took impossible gov't test
heard joe complain ceaselessly about it (is that how you spell it? who cares.)
hung out in the band room doing nothing the rest of the hour
then threw a few snowballs..that was fun
rachel made me feel better
and we told steiny about our problems
about how annoying things get
and how mean people can be
and about closets
and about how nobody can keep a secret these days
etc
then i went home and made a mad dash to get a third event
had a strange conversation with thoma via jamie's cell phone
took a nap while watching reba
went to the pistons game
saw the lovely terra
and here i am
i'm so...tired
tired of being angry at all of my friends
tired of school, and stress etc
and mostly...just tired
grrrr
so tommorrow i'm off to grand rapids
then friday i'm goin to virginia
to see my sister and bro
even tho i'm gonna be writing memoirs and programming calculators the whole time
well i'm pretty sure nobody's reading this anymore
i'm gonna go to bed now
goodnight everyone
how sick i am of people getting mad and then wanting to be best buds 5 seconds later.
if your mad, be mad until it gets changed
stop with the stupid mood swings
i'm officially mad
haha just in case you didn't get the drift
goodnight now
love katie