Jul 24, 2005 23:18
So my class is finally finishing up this week. I'll be happy when its over. It was an alright class, kind of boring, but I'll be glad to not have to go to it anymore. I'll get a week without class before I'm going to florida with my family. It should be a relaxing time if nothing else. It will however be the first family vacation without my brother, which is going to be weird for sure. Should be interesting. I'm just looking forward to going to the beach and the pool and just relaxing for a week. That will be nice. I might even get a book or two read. one that i don't have to read for school. That'll be nice. Thats what i should be doing on my days off, reading books. I keep forgetting I have a bunch of books that I haven't read, maybe i'll take a crack at them sometime this week and see what I can do.
So anyways, lately i've been going to school and work and then coming home and just watching tv basically. I need to find somethign else to do, maybe get out and go someplace. I just feel like a bum. Take friday, I got up had lunch, played mvp baseball, watched tv, played mvp baseball, watched tv, had dinner, watched tv, went to bed. Kind of sucks don't it. I think i'm going to start writing some stuff. I really want to get back into music, but lately i've been really frustrated with my inabilities to play an instrument with any proficiency. I can hear what I want to play in my head, but cannot transfer it onto the guitar. its very discouraging. maybe i'll jsut start workign on some lyrics. I was also considering trying to write some sort of book or something, but i'm not really sure what to write about. I've got all these ideas in my head just waiting to come out, but when i go to write them down, i always forget them. maybe i'll work on some freestyle rapping skills. whatever, its all good.
So school is right around the corner and I'm not particularly looking forward to it. I'm going to be working part time and goign to school which I have never done before, and I imagine will not be fun. But it will be good for me I think. That way I'll be keeping busy. I thinking working at circuit city has been a good thing for me. Now I know what its liek to have a real job. I mean, I worked at my grandpa's for 5 years, but I wouldn't really consider it a real job as I could pretty much make my own hours and get off pretty much whenever I wanted. Plus I worked with my grandparents, so it wasn't like they were goign to fire me. Now I'm getting a better feel for what it is like to work in the real world. Its not that fun. It just means that I have to work harder so that I don't end up like some of the people who are in their 40's and a manager at circuit city. It may work for some people, but I've got bigger plans with my life than to be a manager at a circuity city. Everyone always asks what my major is at work (its management) and I find myself having to explain to them that I don't really want to be a manager and that I just wanted to get a degree in business so that I would be better equipped to run my own business someday. I really don't know why I'm a management major. I often think maybe i should have been an english major. After all, my 3 favorite college classes were the english classes that I took. I guess its too late now. I've got a year left of a major I really dont' want anything to do with. good work doug. i'm rambling now. alright, I'm out. stay smooth.