not happy : /

[discodizzer]

its really weird when you find out that something you have been doing for so long and thought was just a habit is much much more serious and is actually considered a mental problem :[ its very discomforting i just dont know what to do : / maybe i should see a doctor?

I really just dont like talking to anyone about it because i feel so weird for doing it- i just cant help it anymore :(

everyone reading this is just going to be like o.O eh?
but i guess im not even comfortable to completely talk about it