Nov 21, 2005 19:18
i'm kind of mad at cole right now. i'm just really confused.
but i'll get over it in a lil bit once i start to not care anymore.
ive been good at not throwing a hissyfit. ive been super nice because i've been happy.
hey atleast i'm trying to be cool, calm, and collective....
extremely laid back...well for the most part, because i'm TRYING to be that way.
i hate that i have to be the one to compromise...
why can't you put in any effort. shows how much you really care, damnit.
prove something.
i proved more than i should, and he still doesnt see it.
i'm too the point of not caring or stop trying to change.
and just go with it.
i've been in bed. kind of depressed. eh. i look sassy though...kinda hahhaha