Jun 24, 2005 16:42
so ive been up since 3am. today has been rough. i had a test today and i know i didn't do so well on it even though i studied my ass off!!! fuck cmon i got up at 3 in the fuckin morning to study and i still can't get this shit. i hate science. so not for me.
ive been sick for the past two days. running nose and everything. i'm sort of better today because i'm moving about.
so after school i decided to go see my cousin hoping they'll cheer me up or whatev. as i was making my way there...my right tire exploded on me....i didnt know what the hell was going on. my hub cap flew off and everything. ive never been so scared. i asked a lady who was standing near by her house to borrow her phone. she had a horrible attitude, but she let me borrow her phone anyways. took my family forever to come help me out. it's still drive-able. but i need to get the rims fix. my uncle said i hit something, but i dont even remember seeing anything. last my cousin and i drove past the area and there was totally nothing around that i could of possibly hit. fuckin' A...
then my mom was at my uncles house when i got over there. her and i got into it. i said what if i died if the car explode or something...she was so fuckin mean to me. she said atleast i'll get insurance money and dont have to worry about you anymore. that fuckin hurts like hell.
the other night while we were at the families house and tv was on, the america's top model commerical came out. i started to joke that i'll try out. then she's like with your monkey face ...ha they'll just laugh at you. i was so angry at her. shit i know i'm not pretty enough, not tall enough, and have monster teeth...but fuck...you dont need to bring me down like that. besides i was only fuckin joking. i know i'll never make it in that department.
i called patrick from my cousins phone. we talked for almost two hours. he totally made my day better. we laughed a lot together. it was so nice. i liked it when we were talking about brain washing eachother. that was so cute. i told him i was going to make him something and he's like it better taste good...hahaha i'm not going to cook your ass anything i said. he's like you could atleast make cookies. hahah no way. i'll boy you some, but my ass will never make it.
but i do have to start on my lil project for him. i dont feel like going out tonight like i planned. i wanna stay home and hang with the cousins and make patrick his gift.
i cant wait til that boy gets back home.