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ugh.
so i have a problem with answering phone calls. and calling people back. usually, i get called while a) at work, b) watching a movie or c) when i'm talking with someone, and don't want to be rude to the person i'm talking with. and i go to bed kinda early. usually around 10. which, i think it pretty early. also! after getting stuck on the phone with my parents, or my sister, for hours at a time, i don't usually want to be on the phone, with anyone, anymore! it's a pain. especially, 'cause i lost my stupid easy-to-lose headset. and sometimes, i'm just lazy.
but anyway. i'm a bad friend & a terrible person because of this, i guess. everyone thinks i avoid them. but really, some days i've got too much going on. gahhhh, and now i have this guilty feeling and stress and stuff when, gah! ugh. i don't know. it wouldn't mean so much if it were anyone else on my case, but, when someone who never complains about me (to my face anyway) finally does, it makes me feel like shit. booo! this is lame!!
so i have a problem with answering phone calls. and calling people back. usually, i get called while a) at work, b) watching a movie or c) when i'm talking with someone, and don't want to be rude to the person i'm talking with. and i go to bed kinda early. usually around 10. which, i think it pretty early. also! after getting stuck on the phone with my parents, or my sister, for hours at a time, i don't usually want to be on the phone, with anyone, anymore! it's a pain. especially, 'cause i lost my stupid easy-to-lose headset. and sometimes, i'm just lazy.
but anyway. i'm a bad friend & a terrible person because of this, i guess. everyone thinks i avoid them. but really, some days i've got too much going on. gahhhh, and now i have this guilty feeling and stress and stuff when, gah! ugh. i don't know. it wouldn't mean so much if it were anyone else on my case, but, when someone who never complains about me (to my face anyway) finally does, it makes me feel like shit. booo! this is lame!!