Are you dead or are you sleeping?

[disco_lemonade7]

ugh.

so this has turned into more and more of a personal thing.

because i'm out of pages in my notebook, and probably won't start a new one until school starts.

so forgive anything displeasing. please.

i don't remember if saturday was recalled.

i believe that was the day dan and i went shopping at the mall.

pants don't fit me. i have no legs. it's lame.

we met up with josh, krah and neil. went to the beach.

donut hole.

whatever.

hung out with josh after.

yesterday i was sick all day.

dan and i watched jawbreaker.

which is wonderful.

rose mcgowen is beautiful.

then i fell asleep.

then we went to the beach and met josh and andrea.

but they basically ignored us.

so we snuck away while they weren't looking.

last night dan and i talked on the phone for a while.

then i went to sleep in my bed around 2:30.

but woke up back in the chair?

i don't know, it was weird.

i dreamt that i was exchanging gifts with luke.

and he got me something really crappy.

and i got him something cool.

i don't know, it was a kind of lame dream.

i called him, in my dream, to ask what he got me, but i couldn't figure it out.

but it was awkward, and sucked.

and dan was giving me dirty looks.

in my dream.

this morning i went to his house.

we hung out.

his cousins and stuff are coming into town today.

exciting, kind of.

whatever. i'm ovulating.

tomorrow i think i'm gonna hang out with entonio for 2 or 3 hours.

after driver's ed, at like 5.

he's going to a family reunion soon, so i wanna hang out with him before.

and dan's going to see that finnish guy from jefferson airplane.

justine and matt are too.

justine called last night.

i talked to her for a while.

mostly just her talking about matt.

which is okay.

i'm happy for her.

my grandma's picking me up, after this. and giving me a ride over to dan's.

yay. :D i love my boyfriend.