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hi, i'm at the library.
i just rescued a lady bug from the hallway downstairs.
i put her outside.
that reminds me of this time in parenting when megan and i found a lady bug over at, um, superior hills and it attached to me and wouldn't let go.
*sigh* sometimes i wish i wasn't such an uptight, paranoid, suspicious, untrusting bitchface, but then i go "oh well. :)"
i'm going to tell you a bit about the last few days because, um, i have time and uhh, that's it.
oh, and because even though dan did, i like it better when i tell it. :)
even though i love him and appriciate his kindness and effort.
saturday was either a really good day that felt sucky because we were in bad moods, or a really bad day that turned out good because there were a lot of little good things.
i'm not sure.
dan lost his watch and we got a ride to walmart.
mrs. paterson wrote back to us, it was nice. :)
she says hi, everyone.
we went to goodwill, first, and looked around.
i like goodwill a lot, and it reminds me of this time i went there with jamie or justine and we saw jaki. :D
i miss jaki. :(
dan bought silly sunglasses that are way cute, but there was a sticker on them and when he took it off they were all sticky and vision-impairing. :(
we washed 'em, and now they're okaaaaaayyy.
we went to michael's, which is like, craft heaven.
i want a job there a lot.
oh, we went to pier one too, 'cause dan had never been there.
and then up to walmart, where we went watch shopping.
he bought a silly one with ribbon that we decided sucked, so we returned it and he got one much like the one he lost, only betterly colored. :)
he doesn't like it as much.
i went pee and when i was done, there was a shopping cart in the ladies' room and it bothered me a lot and i muttered to myself, unhappy with the majority of people, as i took the cart and put it in an appropriate place.
ugh.
we went and sat outside and waited for his parents.
but they were having a good time at hiawatha and took a long time.
dan went on a nickel hunt.
we saw the man with the metal detecter and said hi. you know, that man who talked to dan, adam and i at the highschool and gave me gifts. :)
we weren't sure if he recognized us, but then realized that.. we aren't really that hard to recognize, as he's long hair'd and mostly wears jeans, and i'm short and wear black shirts and skirts (though i was wearing a pair of dan's pajama pants at the time that we met him.)
i enjoy having old people friends around the community, such as the metal dectecting man, and dick from the hospital who evaluated me when my mom bought me to the emergency room, and i've seen everytime i've been to the hospital since. :) i like him/them/it.
then we went to hiawatha, which i liked a lot. i guess because i like people. i'm a social whore, but don't get a lot of socializing in, so i like big social events like that a lot.
we saw lots of people, anyway. um, lots of dan's friends. like joe gallo, and rudy. and we sawwww.. kody and meghan. and chelsea [both moyle and gellsinger(?)]. and fionaaa. and shailah, who gave me a few hugs, which was nice because i like her a lot. and devin greer, who i've always liked, but never really got to know. maybe i'll have a class with him this year again, that'd be cool. he seems neat, and justine thought so too, and dan.
um, zack was there, and borrowed a pair of dan's shorts to go swimming that i had in my backpack. zech was there, as well, and dan said he doesn't like me which has me all upset because i like zech and i care way too much about what other people think(!)
we saw mrs. evans, but jess, my cousin danny's ex-girlfriend, ran up and interrupted our talkin with mrs. evans and she kind of disappeared and jess was weird and offered us beer and chicken.
and we saw ethan (the smaller, blonde one) and um, cody depetro. and pryce hadley. and neil, but he was with blair miller and them and i couldn't decide if i was mad because neil was actually, you know, out doing things and having friends, or if i was mad because i don't approve of neilio hangin' with them. dan and i came to the conclusion that neil's mom and blair's mom probably set neil up to go with them, which is probably inaccurate, but it made me feel better.
and we saw stephanie, and i stole a bite of her five dollar strawberry shortcake, which i later felt guilty about, but i figure i deserved it, right? i like steph, anyway.
i'm tired of listing people we saw.
we sat down by the water and watched these kids play and talked about how we'd like to raise our kids. it was nice.
we came back home and sat around upstairs until i had to go.
when i got home i watched a little tv with my grandma and she made me some spaghetti, then justine called and i talked to her for almost an hour. then called dan and talked to him for a while and went to bed.
yesterday sucked and was sucky.
the library's closed on sundays during the summer, which i forgot, so that was a bad start to my day.
i've been enjoying coming here and having some time to myself.
i got to dan's and woke him up, but he fell back asleep, which sucked, because then i did too.
we went to this family picnic thing, which ended up being 4 hours instead of two. it was okay for the first two hours, but then i got hot and itchy and mad at dan.
we talked to sammy and andy some, which was nice because i like them a lot.
after the four hour picnic in the blazing heat, they dropped me off at my grandma's, so dan could go jam with joe gallo. *dull face*
i ate, but then became bored and upset because we had plans with josh today, long before he arranged these plans with joe gallo, and he probably should've cancelled since the picnic had been so long.
anyway, they picked me up and we were gonna go to hiawatha with josh, but it was late and josh's mom decided he couldn't go anymore.
so we went home and fought and i lost the argument like i always do. *dull face*
but then we calmed down and had a good talk and he said that he seemed like i wasn't even that into him anymore and was stuck in a relationship with him.
i told him that wasn't the case, and that i'm sorry i've been so mean to him lately, because i really have, and even andy noticed, at the picnic, which made me sad.
i told him i'd probably be nicer if i got to see my friends more often, so i'm going over to entonio's today while he goes to joe gallo's for a couple hours.
i'm happy and i love dan, and am excited to be with entonio, and dan later.
i hope today is a good day, we could use a good day.
i'm happy entonio isn't avoiding me. i thought he was, and i finally got ahold of him after like, three days of calling him. :D lol
and i didn't spend barely any of my money this weekend, 'cause i used andy's wristband. :D yay
(annoying children running up the stairs. hate you.)
i just rescued a lady bug from the hallway downstairs.
i put her outside.
that reminds me of this time in parenting when megan and i found a lady bug over at, um, superior hills and it attached to me and wouldn't let go.
*sigh* sometimes i wish i wasn't such an uptight, paranoid, suspicious, untrusting bitchface, but then i go "oh well. :)"
i'm going to tell you a bit about the last few days because, um, i have time and uhh, that's it.
oh, and because even though dan did, i like it better when i tell it. :)
even though i love him and appriciate his kindness and effort.
saturday was either a really good day that felt sucky because we were in bad moods, or a really bad day that turned out good because there were a lot of little good things.
i'm not sure.
dan lost his watch and we got a ride to walmart.
mrs. paterson wrote back to us, it was nice. :)
she says hi, everyone.
we went to goodwill, first, and looked around.
i like goodwill a lot, and it reminds me of this time i went there with jamie or justine and we saw jaki. :D
i miss jaki. :(
dan bought silly sunglasses that are way cute, but there was a sticker on them and when he took it off they were all sticky and vision-impairing. :(
we washed 'em, and now they're okaaaaaayyy.
we went to michael's, which is like, craft heaven.
i want a job there a lot.
oh, we went to pier one too, 'cause dan had never been there.
and then up to walmart, where we went watch shopping.
he bought a silly one with ribbon that we decided sucked, so we returned it and he got one much like the one he lost, only betterly colored. :)
he doesn't like it as much.
i went pee and when i was done, there was a shopping cart in the ladies' room and it bothered me a lot and i muttered to myself, unhappy with the majority of people, as i took the cart and put it in an appropriate place.
ugh.
we went and sat outside and waited for his parents.
but they were having a good time at hiawatha and took a long time.
dan went on a nickel hunt.
we saw the man with the metal detecter and said hi. you know, that man who talked to dan, adam and i at the highschool and gave me gifts. :)
we weren't sure if he recognized us, but then realized that.. we aren't really that hard to recognize, as he's long hair'd and mostly wears jeans, and i'm short and wear black shirts and skirts (though i was wearing a pair of dan's pajama pants at the time that we met him.)
i enjoy having old people friends around the community, such as the metal dectecting man, and dick from the hospital who evaluated me when my mom bought me to the emergency room, and i've seen everytime i've been to the hospital since. :) i like him/them/it.
then we went to hiawatha, which i liked a lot. i guess because i like people. i'm a social whore, but don't get a lot of socializing in, so i like big social events like that a lot.
we saw lots of people, anyway. um, lots of dan's friends. like joe gallo, and rudy. and we sawwww.. kody and meghan. and chelsea [both moyle and gellsinger(?)]. and fionaaa. and shailah, who gave me a few hugs, which was nice because i like her a lot. and devin greer, who i've always liked, but never really got to know. maybe i'll have a class with him this year again, that'd be cool. he seems neat, and justine thought so too, and dan.
um, zack was there, and borrowed a pair of dan's shorts to go swimming that i had in my backpack. zech was there, as well, and dan said he doesn't like me which has me all upset because i like zech and i care way too much about what other people think(!)
we saw mrs. evans, but jess, my cousin danny's ex-girlfriend, ran up and interrupted our talkin with mrs. evans and she kind of disappeared and jess was weird and offered us beer and chicken.
and we saw ethan (the smaller, blonde one) and um, cody depetro. and pryce hadley. and neil, but he was with blair miller and them and i couldn't decide if i was mad because neil was actually, you know, out doing things and having friends, or if i was mad because i don't approve of neilio hangin' with them. dan and i came to the conclusion that neil's mom and blair's mom probably set neil up to go with them, which is probably inaccurate, but it made me feel better.
and we saw stephanie, and i stole a bite of her five dollar strawberry shortcake, which i later felt guilty about, but i figure i deserved it, right? i like steph, anyway.
i'm tired of listing people we saw.
we sat down by the water and watched these kids play and talked about how we'd like to raise our kids. it was nice.
we came back home and sat around upstairs until i had to go.
when i got home i watched a little tv with my grandma and she made me some spaghetti, then justine called and i talked to her for almost an hour. then called dan and talked to him for a while and went to bed.
yesterday sucked and was sucky.
the library's closed on sundays during the summer, which i forgot, so that was a bad start to my day.
i've been enjoying coming here and having some time to myself.
i got to dan's and woke him up, but he fell back asleep, which sucked, because then i did too.
we went to this family picnic thing, which ended up being 4 hours instead of two. it was okay for the first two hours, but then i got hot and itchy and mad at dan.
we talked to sammy and andy some, which was nice because i like them a lot.
after the four hour picnic in the blazing heat, they dropped me off at my grandma's, so dan could go jam with joe gallo. *dull face*
i ate, but then became bored and upset because we had plans with josh today, long before he arranged these plans with joe gallo, and he probably should've cancelled since the picnic had been so long.
anyway, they picked me up and we were gonna go to hiawatha with josh, but it was late and josh's mom decided he couldn't go anymore.
so we went home and fought and i lost the argument like i always do. *dull face*
but then we calmed down and had a good talk and he said that he seemed like i wasn't even that into him anymore and was stuck in a relationship with him.
i told him that wasn't the case, and that i'm sorry i've been so mean to him lately, because i really have, and even andy noticed, at the picnic, which made me sad.
i told him i'd probably be nicer if i got to see my friends more often, so i'm going over to entonio's today while he goes to joe gallo's for a couple hours.
i'm happy and i love dan, and am excited to be with entonio, and dan later.
i hope today is a good day, we could use a good day.
i'm happy entonio isn't avoiding me. i thought he was, and i finally got ahold of him after like, three days of calling him. :D lol
and i didn't spend barely any of my money this weekend, 'cause i used andy's wristband. :D yay
(annoying children running up the stairs. hate you.)