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So I am going to Ben's moms house for easter.
I am a bit nervouse, I have to leave in about five hours, and at this point, its so early in the relationship, I doubt I have any idea what the hell I am doing with going all the way up there anyway. I hate talking about it, because when I do, it just makes me(and everyone around me) think I should dump him. But they never see him when were alone, and he's sweet to me, they only see him with me in public, where he is more closed off than most. I was walking back to my room last night, saying goodbye to our mutual friends, and I was a few yards away when he ran to me.
"They pressured me into walking you home"
"Well you don't have to, if you don't want to"
"Are you sure?"
"It's fine"
I didn't quite expect him to walk away, but thats what you get when you give them the option.
A girl at the smokers tent, gave me the best piece of wisdom I have come across in a very long time.
"Men are nothing but pods of dissappointment"
She said that to me, after I had a few too many tallie PBR's, and I looked at her like she was the Dahli Lama.
The red queen is off with her head
Remember what the door mouth said
Feed you're head
Feed you're head
Hey, Jesus got nailed today!
I am a bit nervouse, I have to leave in about five hours, and at this point, its so early in the relationship, I doubt I have any idea what the hell I am doing with going all the way up there anyway. I hate talking about it, because when I do, it just makes me(and everyone around me) think I should dump him. But they never see him when were alone, and he's sweet to me, they only see him with me in public, where he is more closed off than most. I was walking back to my room last night, saying goodbye to our mutual friends, and I was a few yards away when he ran to me.
"They pressured me into walking you home"
"Well you don't have to, if you don't want to"
"Are you sure?"
"It's fine"
I didn't quite expect him to walk away, but thats what you get when you give them the option.
A girl at the smokers tent, gave me the best piece of wisdom I have come across in a very long time.
"Men are nothing but pods of dissappointment"
She said that to me, after I had a few too many tallie PBR's, and I looked at her like she was the Dahli Lama.
The red queen is off with her head
Remember what the door mouth said
Feed you're head
Feed you're head
Hey, Jesus got nailed today!