ok...
My life is turning to shit. Band = friends = all I have to look forward to. Everything else is falling off to the side, I really wish it wasn't. Totally drove home from Lawrence this morning going 90 the whole way with Bright Eyes blaring. I was totally spacing out and probably wouldn't have cared much if I crashed into something. This drama is slowly killing me, and I really don't know if its worth it, I really don't fucking know anything anymore. I just spent like a minute staring at the screen right then. Why can't there be anyone? I'm so frustrated and it just doesn't seem worth it.
Anathema - Anyone, Anywhere
No one seems to care anymore
I wonder through this night all alone
No one feels the pain I have inside
Looking at this world through my eyes
No one really cares where I go
Searching to feel warmth forever more
The wheels of life they turn without me
Now you are gone eternally
No
Don’t leave me here
The dream carries (me) on
Inside
I know
It’s not too late
Lost moments blown away
Tonight
Mankind, with your heresy
Can’t you see that this is killing me
There’s no one in this life
To be here with me at my side
Anathema - Anyone, Anywhere
No one seems to care anymore
I wonder through this night all alone
No one feels the pain I have inside
Looking at this world through my eyes
No one really cares where I go
Searching to feel warmth forever more
The wheels of life they turn without me
Now you are gone eternally
No
Don’t leave me here
The dream carries (me) on
Inside
I know
It’s not too late
Lost moments blown away
Tonight
Mankind, with your heresy
Can’t you see that this is killing me
There’s no one in this life
To be here with me at my side