Venting. A lot of it.
Now let me start with my disclaimerr that I know I am not perfect. However, I know when I am being played at the same time.
There comes a time in life where it's time to realize that the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. The hardest thing for me to realize so far in my life is who I am. Once i have done that I have realized that no matter what you do, you just might not be meant to mesh with some people.
I had a friend. Someone who I have known for so long. This person means a lot to me, more than I think she realizes at times. But this time, I realize that it's just not something that is meant to be anymore. It's really sad. It's something that I am willing accept to be happy in my life. I have never been so at ease with my enitre situation than I have been now. I am complacent. I am calm. I am ok with everything and growing as a person.
I am tired for fighting fights that I am not going to win. I will be good to people, I will pick and choose my battles, and I will give up only on those things that give up on me. I am not going to put energy into something that clearly is too involved in itself.
Grr. I cant even stir up words right now to express how I feel. But I feel better now that i tried!
"We never know whats wrong without the pain, sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same."
There comes a time in life where it's time to realize that the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. The hardest thing for me to realize so far in my life is who I am. Once i have done that I have realized that no matter what you do, you just might not be meant to mesh with some people.
I had a friend. Someone who I have known for so long. This person means a lot to me, more than I think she realizes at times. But this time, I realize that it's just not something that is meant to be anymore. It's really sad. It's something that I am willing accept to be happy in my life. I have never been so at ease with my enitre situation than I have been now. I am complacent. I am calm. I am ok with everything and growing as a person.
I am tired for fighting fights that I am not going to win. I will be good to people, I will pick and choose my battles, and I will give up only on those things that give up on me. I am not going to put energy into something that clearly is too involved in itself.
Grr. I cant even stir up words right now to express how I feel. But I feel better now that i tried!
"We never know whats wrong without the pain, sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same."