Grf
So see...i know i shouldn't be complaining or anything...but gosh i'm mad. Everytime i turn around, something's getting blamed on me. My dad's been drunk almost everyday since prolly 2 months ago. Out of 60 days, i'd say he's been sober less than half the time. Its like...4days drunk a week. It makes me wanna hurl. I think im coming down with a case of ineedagetoutofthishouse. My mom likes to use me as her stress reliever..beacuse after a long stressful day at work, she likes to come home and in one form or another tell me i need to lose weight. I told her i lost 8 lbs and she goes "wow. Now you needa lose about 20 more" not even in a joking away. She's dead serious about it. And its serious buisness...but I do not need my mother telling me everyday that i'm fat.. Im sick of it. My dad doesn't tell me i'm fat. Infact, no one except for my mother, (and me recently) have a problem with my weight. The ONLY reason i have a problem right now is b/c my mom's a flippin sandfly. She keeps coming and attacking me...the one who's allergic to her. Just like sandflies usually go for people who are allergic to them...well she's my sandfly and i'm her punching bag, because she does a real good job at beating me up on the daily basis. I don't think i've made it through a whole night in the past week and a half where i haven't gone to bed upset about something one of my parents did. Im scared to tell my mom I got a C on my science exam..so i haven't told her yet..and i don't plan on it until she asks. Mylife will be over if i get a B on my reportcard b/c i don't study. Not that she's ever around to know if i study or not...but w/e. I don't have the ablity to talk to her about it right now. I'll just wait until schools out to see if things cool off. If not...i'll just be spending extended amounts of time at my grandma's house. Oh well.