Mar 13, 2007 10:25
Well, well, well, now. Here's the thing: since I have loads of time to think, this is what I've decided. I'm going to be yell at you (or have someone else do it if I don't feel like moving) if you do something stupid. Not just a little stupid, we all make those mistakes. A big fuck up. Something where when I do it and you chastise me, I feel bad. So when you do it, you know what, I'm not mad that you're doing it, I'm disappointed. I know you're better than that.
That's my encrypted message for the day.
Went home this past weekend, I doubt I will ever stop missing Michigan. I can't wait to go back. Though, I enjoy my parts of my job and the people that I work with, I'm always stressed, my apt building people are fuck ups, and I miss home.
Prolly the best part of this past weekend, was being able to spend some time with my niece and nephew. Damn, those kids are growing up so fast, and I'm missing so much. That's why I want to move home (that, and most of my friends are there, and you can drive the speed limit and not get pulled over for stupid things).
I have one slight reservation with visiting Flint, but I always try to push it far away, because if I avoid visiting because of it, I'd be missing out on so much.
TP told me that you can't win over everyone and sometimes you just need to let go and move on. Its nice to hear that, though I don't want to believe it, I'm going to keep trying and keep being let down. There is this finality that could happen, but I don't want to ask the question, because as much as I know the answer, I'm don't want to hear it. That would make it real.